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posted 2/26/2007 6:42:44 AM |
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  LadieDarkStarr

I don't even know where to start. I'm in this wirlwind, this rush of time and emotions. I feel like I'm loosing it, this can't possibly be happening. Can it? I know I'm loosing control, but sometimes thats ok. I'm tumbling head over feet endlessly. Headed straight for you. ::sigh:: I keep reminding myself to slow down, relax, it'll happen if it's gonna happen. But I can't relax. I get all giddy and excited when I see that you're online, when I hear your voice, when I know I'll be seeing you that night. Leaving you is getting harder and harder. Sundays are no longer a fun day for me. I miss you already... Is it Saturday yet?
I see others on here, leaving their lives behind to go to a new life. Moving children, jobs, and their homes across the country to be with the one they are so very in love with. My question is how do you know? With my past, I'd fear that it would all end up the exact same and I absolutely can NOT afford that right now. (emotionally, financially, psychologically) There's so much at stake, and there are words I want to scream from the roof tops. But I want to be sure before I fall in love again... I know that there are no gurantees... I know that if things don't change... I'd be happy with you forever.

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DickSlippery

Feb 26 @ 6:51AM  
Damnit LDS!
I told U I wuz married already and not 2 fall in love with me! Now look what U have gone and done! This iz a fine mess, indeed!



DS
slitfiller

Feb 26 @ 6:54AM  
This is what happens when we plan or conceive of things. Our minds run rampant in all directions and nothing is the same.
tetons

Feb 26 @ 7:21AM  
there's a process you've always gone thru. you either leap into things, they're good for awhile, then they slowly evolve into something untenable. OR you put them off, waiting to see whether things are right, perfect, all the pieces fitting in place, just so. whichever one is the path you've always taken, is the one you need to alter. How do you know? maybe you don't. you think and hope. if you're hoping more than thinking, you know the end result. good luck.
Lisa46

Feb 26 @ 8:24AM  
don't rush Starr!! take things one day at a time and you'll be fine like you said no guarantee's but you do need to take the chance!! good luck!!
MEMEME69247

Feb 26 @ 10:41AM  
Ladie,,,,you will know what to do....follow your heart,,,,,and go with the flow,,,,one day at a time....Good Luck,,,,,
veeruinus

Feb 26 @ 11:19AM  
Go Slow. Think a zillion times before any step. And again Follow your heart. The rest will fall in its place. Good Luck.
wvaries75

Feb 26 @ 12:06PM  
I am right there with you, understand what your feeling. Blissfully head over heals but scared to death at the same time.
NightOfOld

Feb 26 @ 1:10PM  

All I can say is; If your heart says one thing and your mind says another ?
Take it slow and think things over, one day at a time. But if your heart and
your mind are both of the same accord ? Then you should listen to them.
In either case darling. I wish you the very best.

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