I dunno what this blog is about, and I have no set goal in mind with it, I just kinda feel the need to ramble here a bit.
19 year ago today, I said I do. I thought it was forever. It lasted 10 years and 10 days. Oddly enough, 2 years ago today, I said yes to someone else's proposal. We didn't even make it as far as the alter. I guess they are right when they say experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake much sooner when you make it the second time.
I'm having one of those decades. Since I turned 40, my life seems to be heading down the shitter. I have a job that doesn't even come close to paying the bills. Two roommates that annoy the crap out of me. Although one did make some pretty good tasting chicken today. Word of advise, if you are a dog person, never live with cat people.
Cats are evil and vile. They have no respect for boundaries. They don't always land on their feet either: if you toss one down the stairs, there is a good chance it will land head first against a door. They also really don't like being zipped into suitcases. Kittens make LOTS of noise at 3am. I wonder if kittens taste like chicken?
Anyways, since it's my "Anniversary" of sorts, I've decide I'm gonna revamp my life. I just put a cigarette out, and I'm gonna try really, really hard to let it be the last one I smoke. It may or may not be, but I'm not gonna quit quitting. I don't wanna be a smoker anymore. I'm also gonna apply for any job I am even remotely qualified for, in hopes of getting out of the job I am in, and the living situation I am in. I deserve better, and I'm gonna get it. In addition, I'm gonna start working on my dream. I'm gonna put together a business plan, and try to get some funding somehow and get the restaurant I desperately want to own.
I've made a lot of mistakes in my life, and I'm gonna let my experiences show me a new path, and I'm gonna follow that path with my whole heart.
Wish me luck, will ya?
VOTE WHIG BITCH!
I WANT DICK IN 2008!!!
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ponme

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Feb 6 @ 8:44PM
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hmmm pussies don't taste at all like chicken..
nope..
not like chicken.
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decaturnooner

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Feb 6 @ 8:44PM
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In the immortal words of Rocky Balboa...
GO FOR IT!
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cabl_guy

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Feb 6 @ 8:46PM
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Awesome, Pk!! Follow the inner demon. 40 just means you're ripe enuf, smart enuf & experienced enuf to actually make happen your dreams that you had at 30. Kick-ass blog! Wish you the best of luck in your quest!
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TxDream

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Feb 6 @ 8:46PM
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I agree with ponme pussies taste more like a ribeye stake done rare
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Looking4ever

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Feb 6 @ 8:47PM
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Wishing you all kinds of luck but you have will & determination and THAT is going to make all the difference! Sending you some hugs and kisses too! These sorts of anniversaries can seriously suck...good for you for making it a positive!
I WANT DICK IN 2008! (I'll take it in 2007, also)
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ThurisazHagalaz

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Feb 6 @ 8:49PM
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As long as you want it whole heartedly i am sure you will get to where you want to go. Just don't give up when it gets tough. As for smoking. You quit when you are ready, there is no other way to put it. Just one day something changes and it becomes easier. So you can do it!
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NightOfOld

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Feb 6 @ 8:59PM
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That is soooo true 'ponme' And I love both.
PK I really wish all your dreams com true.
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MissMisty

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Feb 6 @ 8:59PM
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you go GF I know you can do it...I have been here for the last 2 years and you have come along way already ...you are one of the few people I know who will actually get what you set your sights on...the smoking thing good luck ! I luv yas GF huggs...[/I]
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wtxman

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Feb 6 @ 9:02PM
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In mexico kittens do taste like chicken, so do dogs. Anyone for a Gato Taco. Send me your unsmoked cigs. I know you have some stashed around the house. Since you are staring over, just don't look back.
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BigFlirt

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Feb 6 @ 9:09PM
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Good luck with the last smoke, and a better brighter future. Keep a strong mind, and do not take no for an answer. You will get there....
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HRRRICKANE

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Feb 6 @ 9:18PM
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WAS MARRIED 20 YEARS AND ALMOST DID IT A SECOND TIME...(THANK GOD I DIDNT) SINCE THEN MY LOVE LIFE IS BEEN IN THE SHITTER LIKE YOURS.....aint lookin no more...if it finds me it does and if if dont....FUCK IT!
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lucian777

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Feb 6 @ 9:31PM
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Congrates on the quiting smoking. Being in your 40's isn't the shitter, you have to look at it as the begining of your second childhood I was married 17years and the last 10 was a horrible rollercoaster. Sometimes I felt like I was beating my head against a brick wall but I'm proud to be 43 Actually surprised I made it this far! Life will get fantastic for you before you know it!!! Huggss gorgeous!
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DickSlippery

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Feb 6 @ 9:39PM
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Thank U, PK, 4 proving the point I wuz trying 2 make with my comment on LadyDarkStarr's blog. True, twenty year-old bitches may have youth on thier side, but U my dear have wisdom and I find that 2 be sexy as hell. Probably becuz I'm an old fucker 2. And Ur right about cats. I have two of them. They're assholes.
I have a feeling U will get what U want. I'm not convinced U know what that iz, but I'm probably just projecting. Good luck, anyway.
A kudo 4 this one 4 sure...I wish they were all this easy!
VOTE WHIG BITCH!!!!
DS
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emewz44

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Feb 6 @ 10:14PM
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sorry...missed this blog...was making fried chicken...killing cats ...kicking roomates out.....and smokin a cig! ...good luck ya hottie!
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sundance64

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Feb 6 @ 10:35PM
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How many times have I started over? If I can do it...so can you! We did it together by helping each other out...and by always being there for each other. Remember...I'm always a phone call or an instant message or email away. Even when I was a gazillion miles from you...I was always there for you. And I still am. Don't ever give up and don't ever give in. And don't ever, ever forget...
MANCELONA!!!
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geena

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Feb 6 @ 10:36PM
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remember the deal. . . one for when I wake up and one for when I go to sleep.
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belle1010

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Feb 6 @ 10:49PM
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You can do anything you want to do, i have faith in you, and believe in you. I'm an Instant Message away, and always here if you need me.
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batman79

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Feb 6 @ 11:41PM
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It's never too late to turn your life around. Some people never do. Good for you.
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StraddleMyNose

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Feb 6 @ 11:41PM
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No way, cats are awesome!
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siggy236

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Feb 6 @ 11:55PM
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good luck sweety i know you will make it
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canuhelpme258

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Feb 7 @ 12:17AM
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I'll spare the jokes about dick in '08 just say
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zena343

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Feb 7 @ 3:19AM
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PK best of luck in what ever it is you choose to do!!
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Vinnie29

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Feb 7 @ 11:11AM
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Crissy I know that if you put your mind to it you can achieve anything. And your such a good person and deserving of so much more. So go for it babe. Im with ya!
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Rikosound

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Feb 7 @ 11:13AM
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PK, I just know you will do well! I can see you getting the job you want because you are going to take action! That is the key! get yourself out there! Lose the roommates and cats and get yourself where you will feed off the positive in your life and it will snow ball! As far as dick, well I guess that is your decision only! Uh? Humph! Uh?
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asexpartnerwanted

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Feb 12 @ 5:36AM
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Wish you luck PK and happy new year, and LOTSA dick in 2007 and 2008 (hope i get LOTSA PUSSY IN 2007).
Fucked up economy in Michigan...... causing me to start looking elsewhere. Changing times (especially in auto industries) causing too much shit for people here. I'm probably like most from here - like the changes of seasons, have lotsa friends/family... but WTF are we to do? Gotta be very open minded, flexible, persistent, consider additional education... if we stay.
Anytime you wanna Chat bout anything, Add me in Yahoo
good luck hon
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Pudge2you

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Feb 12 @ 8:41AM
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You go girl! You don't need luck. You need just what you have done. The right mindset. Once you have that the rest is just work, we all gotta work and I know you will succeed.
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luckymonkey

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May 17 @ 10:19PM
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I'm waiting...just DO it, already! I believe in you.
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