29 Cyber Seductions
The hours of the day seem to drag as you wonder what the future has in store for you. Each stressful moment in reality brings you closer to enjoying your time surfing the internet without a worry in the world. The urge to get away has become an addiction for you. You wonder if the urges to relax your mind are starting to take more and more of your reality and replace it with the pixels. I suppose the majority of people that are chatting today feel the same feelings.
This evening finds you logging into a chat room to see who may be also online. The numerous names flash along the side as you read a few that catch your eye. Some of the names are very normal. Like andy1322, Ben121, lonelyguy11, ginasmiles.
You also see the typical teasing names like long & lean, juicylips, ripeone. The names are very interesting to you as you decide to open up a few of the profiles. Opening the names provides you instant access into a strangers’ world. The urge to open more and more soon grabs a hold of you. Soon you’re opening a dozen to find more hidden secrets. I think of these actions like they were opening candy wrappers. You can’t get enough of the hidden treasures and you open more and more hoping to find the sweetest one.
The funny thing is the entire chat room is alive doing the same thing. Each name has a person attached to it that’s also is opening profiles admiring other chatters.
You finally do find an interesting name that has you going one step further into the realm of fantasy. A new player mr.smiley111 has caught your attention. The profile posted has numerous pictures of a man in his late 30?s. The guy is very attractive to you. The stranger has dark hair and eyes. His smile in each picture seems to melt you. A few comments cause your intrigue to kick in. You post a comment in the main room under the whisper mode. The simple smiley face alerts the stranger that you’re interested in him.
I wonder if you have ever used whisper mode to draw in your pray. A quick response from the stranger soon catches your eye. He has used whisper mode also to inform you he also is interested in you. This little ritual continues for a few lines until you have to decide if the next step is upon you. The giant leap into a full blown private window scares some females. I wonder if you feel comfortable in a private window with a complete stranger. Soon you’re learning more and more about this stranger. I bet you never figured you would be chatting with Mark tonight. The chat continues for along time and you lose track of reality. This stranger has some how placed you into a fantasy mind set without even touching you. The words located on the screen have you touching yourself and closing your eyes to imagine him actually touching you. I wonder if you would like to meet him in person or keep him as your internet fantasy.
A few problems will prevent you from ever meeting Mark in person. A wedding ring on his finger certainly is a problem. He also lives more than 500 miles away from you. So the combination will prevent you from ever setting eyes on his smile. The only visuals you can enjoy are the profile pictures and maybe some more he has emailed you. I wonder if you even can remember what he looked like from the pictures.
The next chat session you discover Mark in chat already. You don’t see him typing comments in the main room. I wonder if you hesitate to private message him. You wonder to yourself if he may be busy. You take the risk and private message him. Too your surprise he quickly responds with a big smiley face.
The chat sessions soon start to get boring when you realize you will never be with him in reality. The luster of the chase is quickly starting to fade. I bet you have even started opening more profiles to admire new candy wrappers while trying to be nice to Mark.
To your surprise Mark offers a suggestion that instantly draws you back to him. The suggestion is for you to talk over a phone. I bet that has raised a few of the hairs on the back of your neck before. To your surprise, he draws you in even further. His voice has a deep southern drawl that intrigues you even more. One second to say hello soon turns into a long first call. He has even gotten you to relax enough to touch yourself while he whispers words that drive you crazy. Even the voice on the phone starts to get old quickly. I bet you have closed your eyes and day dreamed about what it would be like to actually look into his eyes and hear his voice.
Looking into Marks eyes is not the same when looking at a picture. The intense brown eyes don’t cause your knees to weaken nearly as fast. Even his lips don’t look as red and puffy when admired through a picture. I wonder if you can even see the slight crook in his nose from where it was broke playing rugby when he was younger. The scar above his left eye certainly is not visible. The picture and even the voice still have you begging for more.
I bet you lose interest very quickly again. The cyber attraction doesn’t last long. Within a few days you’re already looking at new wrappers and wondering again. That’s the beauty of playing in chat. The intrigue of what wrapper will appear in chat always has you secretly drooling.
The next suggestion by Mark has you almost trembling. He has asked you if a cam session would be possible. I wonder if you have ever watched someone on cam. The thought of seeing Marks eyes even if only pixels has you smiling from ear to ear.
Part 2 of 2
The transition to viewing a person on a cam has you all flustered. You can feel your heart pound as the program loads on the computer. The desire builds deep inside you to hurry the loading quicker. Finally! The program has loaded and you wait for Mark to log into the site. Each breath into your lungs causes you to moan slightly with anticipation. Soon Mark has opened up a chat window to allow you to see his words. The tension has you on pins and needles. Finally you just ask him if his cam is working now. He teases you by saying that it may be broken. I wonder if you get mad or understand. I bet you certainly would like to reach through the monitor and fix it yourself. The short tease finally ends when he turns on the cam. Suddenly! The blank window reveals an array of pixels. The light captures your mind and you can no longer focus on anything but the image. The small image has completely drawn every ounce of your attention into one small block. To your surprise, the image is not of Mark at all. The image you see is actually a blank tan colored wall. You can even make out the corner of a picture. The scenery of a city sky line tells you that Mark must like modern design. A few words are exchanged under the pixel image. Mark says can you see me on the cam. I bet you actually would like to reach through the monitor again and turn the cam to point directly at him. A slow turn of the cam reveals to you more than just Marks smile. The entire room that
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