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So tonight, let's break away from the usual nonsense and speak of only the slightly more historonic views of the opposing third political parties and.... No. Let's not. there are things that I'm not really going to touch on, because why? It's just a useless topic and space filler to be honest, and lest we forget, it's not very fun.

Just a few years back, I remember that there are sometimes fights, you've just got to take on, you know? fights that may seem slightly out of place for a bit, but then you get back into the habit of reaching forward, pulling that first lever, and watching the waters of memory flood the wasteland that is our minds. you start to remember the feeling of accomplishment, the power you had to make that reality true for yourself.

It's just the kind of feeling you get from guilty pleasures, things you put behind you, that while you were doing them, while you were in the process of creating, you felt like "Yes, this is what I was meant to do! This is my ultimate goal!" We've all had those!

From the first time you drove a car, to the first time you made love with that special someone, there has always been a moment where you felt so alive, so great about yourself t hat absolutely nothing could take that feeling away. But, as all things do, the thrill slowly slipped away, causing you to turn to something else that predominantly changed that one thing into something else. For most people, it's giving chase to the impossible dreram, and for some others, it will always be tearing down those that try to simply live their lives as best they can.

Let me tell about my guilty pleasure, the thing that I once enjoyed on a monumental level to the best of my ability that utterly slipped away from me. It was thread story writing, or chatlog stories. taking the conversation had by others and building a story around what was said.

I loved it, I was really great at it. It was my way of taking down douches, idjits, people who, for whatever their reasoning, thought they could take me down. they were wrong. they thought they could exert power over me, simply by saying they had power over me, that I was theirs to toy with.

They tried to exert power over me.
So I took their own words and made them the humiliated pieces of shit they knew they were deep down inside. Let me tell you a bit more. The characters actions and what happened to them were mine and mine alone to decide, their words remained unchanged, so that way they knew it was meant to be them in that fictionalized setting.

That was my guilty pleasure, something I languished in for a year or two, I pounded out exactly fifteen of these thread or chatlog stories.
They were NOT for childrens eyes.
they still aren't.

You see, I tapped into my "Dark Side". In the cases of the creation of these stories, I went far beyond my Dark side, I went into the deepest, darkest, regions of the Blackest part of my imagination, where terrible, terrible things wandered, roamed and fought on a minutely basis.

I haven't released this beast of a treasure here because I felt that it wasn't worth it to take it that far.

But I digress... Each of us has thatguilty pleasure. Chocolate, watching a show aimed at little girls (My Little Pony), or simply taking a walk on the unknown side of your sexuality to see just how kinky you can be.

Anyways, that's all I wanted to write about for now.

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