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Soem truths about myself.

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I am an awesome person. Buuuuut, I do have my dark side. You want to something trippy?

Back in 2007, I tried offing myself. Once. True story. And you want to know what else? It was over a chica that didn't like me. I loved her, she didn't like me. I got frustrated, selfish and demoralized. I had no one to talk to about what I was going through and i was acting teh fool!
Since 958 thinks he's got power over me by weilding something he thinks I'd consider horrifying, the only thing I can do is admit to the fact that, yes. I actually did try to kill myself one time in 2007.

twentyseven cuts on the left arm.
sixteen on the right.
I've got four scars leftover from that hellish day.

I waited in the bathtub and wished to die. But I didn't. and I thought to myself that this was stupid. that I need to pull myself together and get over this woman, so I goto ut of the tub, dried myself off, wrapped some paper towels around my arms (there was little blood) and just toughed it out.

For the next few weeks after that, I conditioned myself not to think about that chica, and anytime I did, I simply switched my thoughts to bran muffins.

Yes, I went through a depression, and yes, every once in a while it pops back again, no lies I be telling youngin'. Dis be the stone dead fact.

Something else, 958's reliance on supposedly "horrifying stuff" in my past is not horrifying at all. In fact, I do believe it's made me a stronger person goign through what I did. It gave me a new outlook on life. That no matter what happens, I'm going to die of old age.

So fuck you 958 , you crazy sum bitch! What else have you got on me!?


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