Well, I've found more evidence, but still need to tie it to the crime scene. I don't like making decisions based off what my guts tell me, I like hard proof.
Since no one is perfect, he will eventually screw up. I've been finding physical evidence for a while now, but without a crime scene its too easy for him to blow my proof off as nothing (and make me second guess myself). It's way too easy for him to live two lives, he's gotten so used to it over the years he has basically developed two different personailites.
One he keeps hidden from view. The other as his "normal self".
Sure I could just get tired of guessing and go. But part of me would always feel guilty wondering if I had made the right choice, having no solid proof to base it on.
If he IS doing stuff, he knows his time with me is short-lived. I won't give him a chance to explain and will be gone out the door when he's not home, never to return, once I get my solid proof and crime scene.
I believe everyone deserves a second chance and forgiveness. We all screw up. But continuing to make the choice to screw up and put your own selfishness above someone else's life deserves no third chances.
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