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posted 5/28/2011 12:29:00 PM |
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  sawduster

Here it is, Saturday morning, I’ve almost got the required half gallon of coffee into start my day. Just checked the long range weather forecast and looks like we will have dry weather until at least Wednesday or Thursday. So the Onion Field will dry out, I can get the mini-van out of the mud hole it is in, and get that mowed. I can even spend some time trying to figure out what will and won't sell at a yard sale. The drainage ditch out front needs to be bush whacked badly. So, guess i'll have to find a brush blade for the weed eater and get after that this week too. So much to do, but i'm getting a little done at a time.

It does feel strange, knowing that my brother isn't going to be back here. Some resentment that all the decisions that were made were done without thought of what I might have to say about it, or what needs to be done. Some hell, lots of it. Things like mortgage payments, electric bill run rampant, and me trying to hold it all in one sack. And during the one day they were here, one theme seemed to run thru every thing, damn we can sell this for a butt load of money. Relatives, no wonder I don't want anything to do with them. Oh well, he is their problem now, and if they do get a butt load of cash, they can use it to pay off his bills, cause I’m going to send them his new address. Gotta make a couple of calls next week to give them his new address. It is going to cost, but I can handle a 90 electric bill better than a 168 +50, for the next 6 months. Will have to fork out close to 200 bucks for deposit, etc., but I can handle that once I get the title to the utility trailer and the rest of the money on it.

Sorry if I seem to be whining about all this, but I gotta get it all out before I either explode or try to hide it in a bottle, or worse. I know others have gone thru very similar situations, for similar of even different reasons. But when you feel like you have been used as a toilet and garbage dump, it tends to give you a very shitty outlook on people in general. Especially relatives that seem so caring and want to help. Bullllllll Shit. Beware the ones that just want to help. Yeah, they want to help themselves.

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