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posted 1/16/2007 3:13:53 PM |
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  geena

By the looks of me, you will never be able to see what lies beneath those smiles. It's another day, so cold ...it penetrates through your bones . . .actually it's not a physical sensation, it goes through your soul. . .aggravated by an emotional pain.

We all know that existing in this universe is always guaranteed by disappontments. . . only in God's love you can find the absense of it. There is no question about His comforting love.

Love. . . we all know the difinition. Love for parents, brothers, friend and your children. I thought I knew it all and what comes with it. Sometimes I realize , I am at times trying to be a smartass thinking I know it all. Now I must admit, I never really know anything. That life is a continous process of learning. We say words so loosely that we think we know the meaning of it.

Feelings... we feel it and we name it. Pain, anger, hunger, lust then love. We're experts, we know what's the feeling.

Then one morning you wake up somebody hurt you. . . yea it's just pain it will go away. I fell in love then it's over. I'll get over him. Wait!!! it hurts so much...come on you'll forget him. Ok I will, I'll try to move on...

Another morning. . . I've never known pain like this. . . let me heal, let me go!!! I beg of you. . .

Don't make me believe in anyone anymore . . . don't make me hurt like this anymore. . . I thought I knew a lot of things. . . I thought pain would go. . . I dont like to hate anyone, I don't know how to hate someone. . .Just let me go just like I've never known and met someone and fall for him the way I do.

.hatred, hurting, feel it we have names for it. . . this one I don't.

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canuhelpme258

Jan 16 @ 3:19PM  
I have no name for that feeling either, though it has walked step by step with me for much of my adult life. Let it go for your sanity.
StraddleMyNose

Jan 16 @ 3:20PM  
Sweetie, I know that pain can hurt a lot. I have been there once and it will stay with you. I try not to dwell on that and it's hard not to. But then having shared that with another person, I wouldn't change that for the world.
openmindedguy71

Jan 16 @ 3:22PM  
I don't know a name for it but I have fealt it and the more you love someone it seems the longer it takes for the pain to go away. even then it still comes back from time to time. Maybe we just learn to live with the pain to the point that it becomes so much a part of us that we don't feel it is intensely or as often. However I know if you give yourself enough time you will wake up one day and not feel it and you will say I don't have to feel this way and you can move on.
veeruinus

Jan 16 @ 3:32PM  
Teri Saanson mein mujhe Panah Mil jaaye
Tere Ishq mein meri jaan Fanaa ho jaaye

means

Sorry i dont know how would i translate this..but this is the feeling that i have had.
sundance64

Jan 16 @ 3:35PM  
I know the feeling...just remember, when one door closes a whole world of possibities open! And the pain you feel will make you truly appreciate the joy you will experience when you open the door and find true love!
Argit01

Jan 16 @ 6:51PM  
There is a name for this, it's called grieving oddly enough and it's usually something you feel when someone has died. Why you are feeling this way about someone you cared about and is still living is probably because grief is the result of losing a loved one and you might have had deeper feelings than you realised for this person.
jrjones1970

Jan 17 @ 1:39AM  
Grieving for someone that is still living is sort of still like grieving for the dead in the sense that that person is now dead to you. Like when a marriage has ended where one of the spouses has betrayed the other, the one that was left behind still has the feelings of love, caring, etc that where always there, but now that other person has given themself to someone else and you are left alone. It is in a sense the same as losing someone to death. At least on an emotional level. I am no psych expert, but have dealt with this myself and the only thing I can say is that with time, the wounds will heal. You have to promise to Never Give Up..
enigmalone

Jan 17 @ 3:54AM  
A few years ago, I lost my lil guy-he was a week away from his 2nd b-day..I know Pain.. I live with it with each child I see and each time I close my eyes. The only thing I can promise you is it slowly gets abit better with time. I'm really sorry you hurt darlin, I wish I could offer more. It's sad because there aren't that many caring people as I see it that reflect deeply enough to know such love and loss.

Hang in there,

Brian

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