And I will tell you from the start … this is a VERY mixed up blog. 
YES people the TROLL has struck again !!  Do we have subterfuge and dark plots happening in the Land of Pervia ?? Do we have a secret mission that at some future point we will all discover was only lies and half truths ?? Troll obviously was so dissatisfied with my reaction to his helpfulness and my WHITE KNIGHT that he took it upon himself to go and find me in the Land of MD.  He took a calculated chance (or just a lucky guess) that I would have a different email address for the two accounts, which I do, no special reason ~ I have several email accounts for different things. He managed to send 3 pages this time before I cut him off. 
Anyone that put just a tiny little bit of thought into it could have found me there since my name is the same on both sites and I don’t hide that fact. Does he think that he has DISCOVERED A SECRET ??  (must have been the pic !!) Alas, since I have nothing to hide he is sadly mistaken. I’m free, weeeeeeellll over 21 and yes I am an ADULT !!  I’ve even told several people to look me up there if they wanted to know more about me, who I am and what I am like in addition to this site.
Not only that but as I stated on an earlier blog (not mine) I HAVE uploaded face pics … they just haven’t been approved as of yet. Not that I intend to change my main pic. I like it. I don’t believe my pic to be offensive . I have been told by several people that I succeeded well in my effort to make it classy and provocative yet modest.  It doesn’t show anything that you wouldn’t see if I were merely wearing a pair of shorts or a skirt. It had nothing to do with trying to hide my face if that’s what anyone thinks. I like photography ~ as anyone reading my profile or looking at my pics on MD will soon realize. I think you can take classy photographs that will stir the imagination MUCH more than just straight nude shots will. And to be perfectly honest … I leave the nudity for between me and my special someone. I want it to BE special and putting it out there for all to see doesn’t create that in my humble opinion. But I digress ....
In regards to all that ~ I have to wonder what it is with some people that their lives are so empty, bleak, dark and barren that their only entertainment is to try to lash out at others to ultimately only hurt themselves in the end. Do they realize that they are only hurting themselves or do they imagine that their efforts have some lasting effect on us ? 
What is it that brought them to this point ? Is it that they want to strike first in the fear of being struck ? Is it that they were shown no kindness, no compassion, no love in their lives ? Perhaps they think that this is the only kind of attention they are worthy of ? Because I have come to believe that like children it is actually a cry for attention. Which yes, I do realize I am feeding that need simply by writing this blog. But I am truly curious about what the rest of you think about the possible reasons that they act in this childish manner.
Do they presume that they are “teaching us a much needed lesson” ? Or is it just that their souls or minds are so damaged that they do not see any connection to the rest of humanity ?
I know the rest of you in large part find these people annoying but as I have already said to some … I find it merely pitiful. Instead of a reaction of anger or disgust which I assume is what he/she is looking for in confirmation of his/her ideas of us he/she will find only sympathy, sadness and pity. And yes I am well aware that that, in and of itself, may anger that person more. Yet I cannot help but feel that way. Some of you will assume that I am naïve in my thoughts and that’s your right but in the 6 years I have been bouncing around on these sites I have not changed my opinion of people like this. If they think that they are at war against me I have only to remind myself that they are actually at war with only themselves because nothing they do in reality changes one single iota of my existence, actions or thoughts in any meaningful way. 
All that being said … feel free to add your thoughts .....
That got purty deep there folks, sorry …. Hope you brought your hip waders !!!!   
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