Allright! I did my civic duties for the day. Pleased some and pissed off others. All in the quest for fun. And, enjoyed the whole process.
I took care of my work and got things lined up so tomorrow goes well. Work a few hours and get paid. Beat a couple of people in a few games of darts.
Come home and played with the animals.........no, not the kids, lol. The dog and cat. My boys were busy with video games and such.
Tried to talk to the old lady. Cooked up fresh kale, bacon and turnip greens. Got on here to converse with you pervs.........you know who you are...
And, suddenly, I'm all alone. As soon as I turned off the TV and put on music. I guess we don't have the same taste in artists.
I'm confused! A few hours a day, she wants me to be aggressive. A few more......submissive. She married a bad boy.........and, she likes him when the need arises. But, the resta the time, I'm supposed to pretend to be this mind-readin, sensative, ass-kissin chump.
BUT, when I play that role.....I get NO respect. She asks, "Why didn't you tell him what you really thought?" Today, it was, " Why did you say that?" I guess I should've saved my feelings until Weds.......at 9:45 am.........called home to get approval....verified it with my parents, kids, spouse, attorney and casual passers-by.
Ya know what? Fuck em all !! I'm the same guy day after day. I get tired of them tryin so hard to make me differant. And, when I comply, they still don't like who I am. So, I quit listening.
Merely a rant. As I sit here, with a buzz, wishing for the intensity of times gone by.....and, times remembered. Tryin desperately to get a last grasp at what made me the man that I am. I ask, "What the fuck?!"
Tonight must be a "sensitive" night. I marked it wrong on my calender. I guess it was a nite of cuddlin or sumthin. She's in bed waiting to be made love to. And, I just wanna FUCK!
Life isn't right. Good, but not right. So, we're gonna argue about the music, positions, attitude.....etc.,.
But, I'm gonna give it a try. She MIGHT still like me after 20 years. She may call me a dumbass.......but, she's the bigger dumbass for still thinkin I'd get better with age.
What the fuck!!!!!
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