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The Crush Repost 4/08

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  BlueEyes708

Beefy Asked:
Crush:
Have you ever liked someone so much you were afraid to leave the phone for even a second because they might call? Perhaps even to the point of not eating or sleeping for a day.
Ever talked to someone you liked for so long that you neglected to eat, bathe, or otherwise take care of yourself?
Ever ached for someone you have never even met?
O.K. now I'm starting to sound psychotic.
Lets end this thing up tempo.

The Question has been asked, and boy can I relate to this one.

I was new to the site, and the first thing I found were the blog boards. Being the extremely curious person that I am, I decide to sit down and just read some of the thing on line that have happen to be posted that night. As you know, a Newbie can get quite a shock, but there were a number of very good stories going on, and some kind of game had just started. I took it all in trying to get the lay of the land.

Then I found it, a story that grabbed my attention, and dragged me into the middle of it. The story was about a predator lurking in the shadows waiting for his next victim and I was hooked. The tale was very erotic, with a strange twist of events. By the time I read the last words, my heart was racing, and I was fighting for control of my imagination that was running rampant. I was fighting unnecessary feeling and reaching to get back to the real world. I looked at the author of the story’s profile and saw a very interesting name. While reading his essay I found I had some of the same interest as he. I composed a shy but polite note expressing how much I enjoyed his work and ask about something in his profile.

In my wildest dreams, I never expect anything to come from the initial contact, and then the reply hit my inbox. It is warm, witty, and you could tell the person who wrote back took the time actually to read about who wrote him, and what her interests seem to be. Then he made a point of mentioning something he read. A sense of humor showed when he “virtually” presents a courtly bow and answers in 13th Century courtly English. Playing the “rake” he professes to be, and making a “virtual pass.”

I found I was charmed. Someone who seemed well read, had a grasp of the English language, and did not mind having a bit of fun, but never at another’s expense, was more than I could hope to meet. Nevertheless, he was that and very much more. There were regular exchanges of e-mails, almost on a daily basis. Notes about things happening on the boards, or problems he saw coming. His offering of general inside information on the friends he had, and people he knew became a common thing. I looked everyday too see what he might have sent next.

Then on Valentine’s Day, he stated that because of some personal issues he had no Valentine this year. Again, very shy, and with great care I asked if he would like to be mine for the day. I was alone too, in a new place and had no one to share the holiday with. By the end of Valentine’s Day, this wonderful man had me in tears, not from distress but from happiness. He filled my e-mail with cards, and my inbox with notes. How could a woman not adore all the attention he lavished upon her? That night to my delight, and maybe my better judgment, my heart became his.

Things were not all roses from there on out. We have had some very rocky roads. He very gently offered me back my heart for he could not keep it himself. As bittersweet as it was, I could not charge him with any wrongdoing. For all the clues were there that he desired another, I chose to not see them, and for that I could blame only myself.

We managed to find ground where we could exist and remain friends. We talked of life, shared stories we both had written. We talked of the troubles we were having, and joys we could share. I will not lie I shed some tears. However, they were tears of my own doing and not of his.

The fate though decided to smile on us, those devilish Greek goddesses, Clotho, Lachesis and Atropos, that meddled in the lives of man, sometimes to the point of wrecking havoc, decided that maybe we had had enough go wrong in our lives and brought some things to light. Through all of this, we remained true and trusted friends. For how could I turn my back on a man who I once had given my heart? He was hurt and angry. So I called his friends and sent for help because he needed, I realized, someone more than me.

Since that time, we have found a bond. Our lives and interests are so intermingled it is as though we are joining on another plain. He once again holds my heart in his hands. This time, as before, I know I can trust him to its safekeeping. This man of power, strength, and darkness has become my protector, My Dark One, My Dark Lord, and maybe soon I will call My Master. I am his precious, his little one, his Lady, his cherished one, and maybe someday soon his precious bound submissive. Who can tell when that will be? The road is still long ahead of us. There is much to be taught, and much more to be learned. However, I am always aiming for the day when I am worthy to wear his collar; bound for all eternity, if the Gods so consent. Nevertheless, I do know one thing will always remain constant, until the Gods decree otherwise. I will always be:

Always yours,
BlueEyes

And it just keeps getting better.

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DarkKnightWalking

Jan 24 @ 5:46PM  
Awwww. How very sweet.


And with our 2 year anniversary coming up, it delights me to know that you still feel that way and much much more, my Love....
whisperingcomet

Jan 24 @ 5:47PM  
gee, I wonder who that could be about????
Sunshine79

Jan 24 @ 5:57PM  
I miss Beefy
whisperingcomet

Jan 24 @ 5:57PM  
yea, i miss beefy too....??
lunanegra

Jan 24 @ 6:01PM  
1. Beefy, as in Beefygoblin...that's a name I havent heard of in a millenia.

2. D'aww Love is awesome. May 2 years become 12, 20...or just forever.

I'll keep on the look-out for mines. *sigh*

PinkToeNails

Jan 24 @ 6:05PM  
Nice!!!!!!

You two are very lucky to have found each other!!! May happiness follow you for years to come!!

StraddleMyNose

Jan 24 @ 6:10PM  
Congrats you two! I'm very happy for the both of you.
KitKat25

Jan 24 @ 6:11PM  
What an incrediably sweet story. Thanks so much for sharing.

Wishing you and yours years and years of happiness.
theSkwirl

Jan 24 @ 6:52PM  
And golly I'm glad this finally came together and became what is now.. all but perfection!
NightOfOld

Jan 24 @ 6:58PM  

Seems to me I once wrote a story poem about the love between you two.
I am so happy you two found each other.
BlueEyes708

Jan 24 @ 8:15PM  
Thank you one and all on your comments on my repost.

Yes, I miss beefy too at times.

I thought this would make a great repost since he mentioned The Predator in another post somewhere.

I'll keep all your well wishes with me

Thank you again.

soft_touch938

Jan 24 @ 8:54PM  
Coming in late as usual with congratulations to 2 of my favorite people. Wishing for you everything you could hope for. It's been my pleasure to call you both friends.

There aren't enough kudos to cover how much I enjoyed this blog so here's the one they'll let me give you.
aftershox

Jan 24 @ 8:57PM  
I confess.. I have a crush on someone.. I met him on the Saturday after Thanksgiving. He is from Pittsburgh. I invited him to an event in NE Ohio that day, sort of on a careless whim. It may grow into something, it may be nothing more than a shortterm fling, but somehow I think in the worst case, we will be lifelong friends . In any case, I am enjoying the exhilarating crush-like infatuation phase of whatever this.

And I don;t want to miss a phone call, or an opportunity to chat online. When I hear his special ring tone,, words can;t even describe how I feel.

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I find great joy in watching the love of Akri and edera unfold from the sidelines of AMD. I feel blessed to know you two. Hugs.
Wordsofwit

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Jan 24 @ 9:02PM  
Nice, but rare, story.
sugarnspice005

Jan 24 @ 9:06PM  
I miss Beefy too.

I loved reading this before, and it's still beautiful to read today. And I'm so happy for the both of you to have each other in your lives.

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