Sorry I've been gone so long, but I was visiting my cousin in Virginia at JMU and we went to go see his family, then he and his girlfriend came and spent New Year's in New York with me. I got drunk off my ass and ended up lying in bed with a girl named Pam(we were clothed, for the most part, and she was cute).
I love my cousin so much, he's so funny and really great to spend time with, his girlfriend is such a sweetie, too, but being with him always reminds me of when I was fourteen. My first "sexual" experience was when I was spending the week at his house, his parents were gone for the weekend, and we fell asleep watching some James Bond movie. He's four months older than me, and we had grown up together, so we are very close. I know it sounds so cliché, but I was lightly sleeping and he apparently brushed up against me. He says that he woke up because of it, and his hand was touching me, but either way, I remember his hand moving down to the waistband of my shorts.
At this point, I was awake, but I kept my eyes closed because I didn't really know what to do. As a little girl, they tell you not to let anyone touch you in your "no-no" places, but by that time, I think that everyone has either forgotten or never knew what it was like to be a teenage girl, hormones raging, fully educated on the particulars, and in that kind of a situation. I hadn't really stuck anything up there yet, but I knew how good it felt to touch my clit. All I could think about was whether it was wrong to let him keep going. His fingers slipped under my panties and I could feel his fingertips on my labia. I was surprised that he didn't hear my heart leaping out of my chest at that point. Then, without even thinking, I opened my eyes. He freaked the fuck out!
He ripped his hand out of my pants, jumped up and looked so embarrassed I never thought he'd stop blushing. I didn't even know whether to be upset or burst out laughing. He didn't even say anything til I stood up and slapped him right across the face. I wasn't even upset, but it was like my body knew what to do and say before my brain did. I looked at him square in the eye and calmly said, "Don't ever touch a girl there without permission."
He looked so ashamed, I knew he understood me, so I hugged him as hard as I could. I knew he must have been so confused at that point, so I just said, "You're the kind of guy I want to meet someday, so just make sure you treat girls like princesses."
No, we didn't end up doing anything dirty, so get your minds out of the gutter, you all... I still tease him about it to this day, though, and I'm totally not mad, because even back then, he was a hottie. Now that I'm all growed up and horny pretty much all the time, I'd totally have a threesome with him and his girlfriend. In fact, I can't think of anyone I'd be more comfortable with, since his girlfriend and I are really good friends. We've kissed before and showered together. What does that image do for you? It makes me pretty hot.
Madison Square Garden at New Year's is always so fun, but the Clintons this year? Ugh...
Anyway, Just thought I'd give you guys an update on me(just in case you care, lol!). Classes just started again, and my schedule leaves me with nice big pockets of free time to do my homework in and my workload doesn't seem too bad this semester. I'll be starting on my Master's degree in the fall, I'm so excited! I got some awesome Christmas presents, among other things, I got some blu-ray movies, which look sooooooo amazingly pretty. I got a couple video games and I got a lot of candy!
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