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posted 12/24/2008 7:11:34 PM |
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  belle1010

I just wanted to say thanks to all of you that said a prayer, lit a candle, or did whatever it is you do in reference to my Sam. He lost his battle with whatever made him so sick on Monday.

Sunday night he got really bad, couldn't stand up, wouldn't drink water, or eat (which he hadn't done in over a week unless he was force fed). We called the vet and met him at his office. He couldn't believe he was as bad as he was, he had just seen him on wednesday and he was acting pretty normal then. He kept Sam overnight and put an IV in, started antibiotics, and was going to watch him. The vet told me that even with all of that he didn't know if he would make it through the night. He called the next morning and said that Sam was still with us, and seemed more alert.

My mom went to see him, and called me to come up there. I went thinking he was doing better. The vet told me he thought Sam probably had a tumor in his Pituitary gland, but they couldn't say for sure without an MRI or CT scan. My poor puppy looked miserable. My mom left and my dad came up. He said it was my decision, and what did I want to do. I had already pretty much decided that they should just go ahead and put him to sleep. His prognosis wasn't good and I didn't want him to suffer needlessly. My dad went to pet and talk to Sam, he looked up at me and said the dog was barely breathing. I watched for a minute, it didn't look like he was breathing at all. I called the vet, he said Sam was gone.

I don't understand what I've done that's bad enough that I deserve to lose 2 things that I loved very much this year. I already had issues with God. I was finally starting to get over some of my anger. Now i'm just as angry as I was before. I know that losing my dog wasn't as bad as losing my baby, but he was a part of my family.

I just don't think i'll ever understand why certain things happen.

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theSkwirl

Dec 24 @ 7:17PM  


Oh gawd honey... I'm so very sorry. Sigh... I love you.. if that helps at all?
whisperingcomet

Dec 24 @ 7:35PM  
I'm very sorry, and hope next year is much better for you.
zena343

Dec 24 @ 7:42PM  
Belle so sorry to hear about Sam. Sorry that it has been such a rough year for you! Take care
baldbychoice2kx

Dec 24 @ 8:15PM  
I'll always be there for you if you need me, even if you just need to sit there and be held.
beefygoblin

Dec 24 @ 8:33PM  
He who binds to himself a joy Does the winged life destroy; But he who kisses the joy as it flies Lives in eternity's sun rise.


All life is fleating, if it wasn't it wouldn't be precious.


borty293

Dec 24 @ 8:41PM  
I don't think any of us understand why certain things happen. One thing is certain though...you got to share some love with them ..even though it was breif...even sharing your grief with us is part of that love...you see ..love never really dies..just our bodies. Your love for them will grow and manifest in many different ways. I'vre lost many people in my life but my love for them never diminishes and if I choose to do so ..I share that love in their honor. May you and your family be blessed.
onehornytoad69

Dec 24 @ 9:36PM  
I'vre lost many people in my life but my love for them never diminishes and if I choose to do so ..I share that love in their honor. May you and your family be blessed.
Amen!!!!!!
Prayers and Love is sent you way........ I'm sooooooo sorry!
sugarnspice005

Dec 24 @ 10:16PM  
I'm so sorry Belle! I'd give you a big hug if I could.

texastigress

Dec 25 @ 3:45AM  
I'm so sorry, Belle. Pets are our babies and it's heartbreaking when they leave us. That's why I hate having pets, but I can't live without them either. Only time will heal your broken heart, but you'll never forget. Much love and big hugs to you!
Sunshine79

Dec 25 @ 1:07PM  
And now you have 2 angels watching over you. Hugs.......
theSkwirl

Dec 25 @ 2:18PM  
Gawd i hope this doesn't sound trite and shitty and stuff.. cuz it came to me last night while I was trying to sleep... I was thinking of you.. as often I do.. though this time you had your clothes on.. and I thought.. Jordan needed a puppy to play with in the summer lands and Sam thought he might be a good companion for her.

I hope that today, sharing love with your friends and family can help to ease your grief a bit my love.. cuz .. honey ... you know.. you know what I wanna say.
StraddleMyNose

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Dec 27 @ 4:40PM  
Belle, I'm so sorry to hear this. I was hoping for a full recovery for him

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