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posted 11/15/2008 2:47:48 PM |
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It has been awhile since I have posted a blog or been on about 2 years worth LOL! And 2 all my old friends apologies, but a man who has had problems like i had, well if you yearn to do the right thing, you go and soul search and you do alot of changing. For those who was asking if I was coming back or when i was gonna post and to all my old friends here that knew me, I have had a problem with alcohol and had got out of a very abusive marriage, my mind was completely confused and messed up as I stayed drunk and completely messed up. I was drinking 4 cases of beer a week, well one day I had a near death experience, I had a reaction to the alcohol, I thought I was going to have a heart attack, I was so afraid and so terrified I promised that if i lived I would stop drinking and smoking. And so i did, and I took a look at my rotten life and studied on how to be like the kings men and put my life together again. And of course i stopped drinking and smoking been clean for 2 years now! And I learned to forgive myself and to move on. over the past 2 years i have met the most awesome of friends on a site called (WWW dot myyearbook dot com)
and I became well known there as ADMN known as "GATEKEEPER" and after that I met an awesome woman off the other match doctor a very beautiful blond whom I will call at this time "Miss Crow" because I wish her to remain anonymous but rest assured I'm very very happy. As when I will be back here? I will be back when the people are ready to accept me back and to forgive anything I might have done when I was a drunk. i can and will acknowledge I have done stupid things to some people on here because at that time i chose to have my mind altered by alcohol, and I chose to be an alcoholic, the alcohol never chose me. i have now been clean of smoke and alcohol 2 years, I have become wiser, and I'am at peace.
For those of my friends that is still around? I invite to (www dot myyearbook dot com) join a group, become ADMN, or battle officer in a group, make a difference in others and yourself, keep the bad guy's off the net there! For my friends that wanna see me back here? I will give it a try one last time, i think everyone will like the real me better, the non alcoholic me haha! and if anyone still wants to judge me and be mad and point fingers? Then it will have to be so. There is no more i can do but change my way's and be ever so true than to myself. See everyone soon! a big hello to all my friends and following! sincerley, Crow.

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Nov 15 @ 4:10PM  
Glad to hear that you took control of your life man! congratulations to ya!

Nov 15 @ 4:13PM  
good for you!!!

Nov 15 @ 4:19PM  
Cool beans! Happy for ya. And, welcome back...nothing for me to forgive you, we're good.

Nov 15 @ 5:47PM  
thanks y'all even 3 people answering so far makes me feel good and redeemed somewhat! I promise to all you all, this ole Crow is gonna "Fly right" from now on too! Believe me, wisdom comes at a price!! no laughing matter! Crow.

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