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posted 9/15/2008 12:32:02 PM |
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Apologies and Confessions!!
OK here is The Truth!!! For anyone who give an Rats Ass!!
I wanna Apologize to everyone .. for my Stupid comments, in the past few weeks, that were Against Women! Things have Happened in my Life that. I just don't understand..and I Blamed it all on Women.. My Bad !!! I was so very Wrong!!! Plz forgive!!
I Lost a Friend ... and that kinda Blew My Mind!!
He was My Grand Children's Other Grand Dad!
He took his Own Life!!!... Put a bullet thru his Brain!!! He Gave Up!!!! He Lost all Hope!
and I wasn't there for him!!! May God please forgive me !! Hell i didn't know.......!
He went thru tons of Drama ... with his X wife..after she split from her Other hubby!!!
She got him to move in and all that..and then kicked him out...blah blah blah...Lots of Drama...plus "Kroger" fired him for stealing a Soft drink.(which he didn't do).after almost 30 years of service..(to avoid paying him his Pension in Dec. this year! I'm sure)
Anyways... it was no ones fault but HIS own!!! I know this Now.......! But its still hard to Swallow.. ya know?
I was told by a Ole Friend...that I said that "All women" were seeking Sugar Daddies!!
Well I was wrong Iffin I did say that!!! PlZ Forgive me!!!!! Some are... and if you are my age....."Some" younger women do want that! but noone here, lately!! lol
I Love and Respect all Women.. hell My Mom is One!

Please do forgive me iffin I seemed to have an "Tude" toward Women! Hell if it happens again.. slap me plz! lol Yall know how to do that!!!
I Miss My friends here...! and I WANT TO BE THERE FOR YOU also!!! We all need someone.. and sum times its easier to do it here.. ya know? A big Thanks to my friend that woke me up!!! So that I could deal with the real Issue!!
God bless!!! A

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keepinganeyeout

Sep 15 @ 12:57PM  
and I wasn't there for him!!! May God please forgive me !! Hell i didn't know
Dont be too hard on your self there OHT!
I have found that if someone intends to do it, they usually show no signs of suicidal behaviour, and they are sometimes beyond turning back no matter what anyone says to them.
A friend of mine spoke with me on the phone not an hour before he did this and other than acting a little depressed (which was a norm for him) seemed totally
fine.
We even made plans to get together the following weekend. He then went to his mothers house and shot himself while sitting on her bed as she was making a pot of coffee for them.
My point is, sometimes there's not much warning if any.
So dont beat yourself up too bad.
theSkwirl

Sep 15 @ 2:49PM  
Stress will make ya do stupid stuff.. but that's just life honey..

Hugs?
rescueremedy

Sep 15 @ 3:25PM  
Big Hug ....you will be in my thoughts and prayers ....
belle1010

Sep 15 @ 8:01PM  
I think we all do that at times, let our emotions about something or someone rule us. I think admitting you were wrong is the first step. You're a wonderful person (i've read some of your stuff) so don't get so down on yourself.
Sunshine79

Sep 15 @ 8:04PM  
Awww, Hugs...and more hugs and more hugs. That was a nice apology.
themama

Sep 15 @ 10:58PM  
Big hugs..
casuallylooking

Sep 16 @ 2:43AM  
Alex, I'm sorry for the loss of your friend. We always wonder what we could have done, why we overlooked something that was going on, or we feel guilty for not being there.....when in truth it had nothing to do with us.

It's all about them and how sad they were. It's their decision. It's such a lonely, empty place to want to take your own life away. But sometimes it's the only way a person thinks they can find out of the misery they are feeling.

I don't know that I would say it was his fault, but it was his decision.

slap me plz! lol Yall know how to do that!!!
You would just like that too much....



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