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  Sunshine79

A little something I found....I wrote it over 2 years ago.

"Sometimes I just don't completely understand my life. I can say that the past 5 years have been almost hell altogether with a few bits of excitemant thrown in. Sometimes I wonder if God has a plan for me. Why am I here? And what is my true calling in life? I can't figure it out and I may never find out. So many times I should have died or already been dead. What am I still here for? In no way am I complaining, I'm just curious. Was I meant to be with someone or meant to be alone? I know I will probably never figure out the answers to any of my questions.
There are so many things I regret in life and so many things I wish I could change. I'd almost like to erase my mind if I could. So many terrible things that I wish I could change. So many people and places I shouldn't have met or been. So many situations I shouldn't have been part of. There are so many people that I have something to say to. So many apologies and so many thank yous. And there are people I just wish I never met. I'm sure there is a purpose for me here and I am on a quest to find that out!!"

Thanks for letting me share-
Sunshine

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theSkwirl

Aug 25 @ 7:55PM  
I think everyone here can share that sentiment with you doll.
belle1010

Aug 25 @ 7:55PM  
Don't regret the decisions you've made, or the mistakes. They just make you the person you are today, and I happen to like the person you are today!
sugarnspice005

Aug 25 @ 8:01PM  
There's decisions I've made in my life that I look back and think to myself., "girl...what in hell were you thinking??????" , but, they are part of what made me who I am today. Then there are the decisions I made that I'm damn proud of.

NightOfOld

Aug 25 @ 8:22PM  

Story of my life as with many other people here. Maybe because we share those things, is the reason we are friends ? We are all different, yet alike.
belle1010

Aug 25 @ 8:29PM  
Very well put Night, I think you might be on to something there.
1bunny629

Aug 25 @ 8:31PM  
Dito...but I would give up my finding out so you could! Hugs, kisses, let me wipe away the pain!
NightOfOld

Aug 25 @ 9:08PM  

Slips back in to leave a kudo for a friend.
Sunshine79

Aug 25 @ 11:26PM  
Dito...but I would give up my finding out so you could! Hugs, kisses, let me wipe away the pain!

Now that's what I call a friend!! Thanks Murph!
mcroxton

Aug 26 @ 12:54AM  
The Dalai Lama has said, "When you lose, don't lose the lesson."

Some say the purpose of life is to gain an understanding one's relationship to the Divine. I think I follow that philosophy.
southerngent64

Aug 26 @ 5:39AM  
To paraphrase Lucille Ball, "I'd rather live with regrets than what ifs."

If you don't make mistakes, you ain't living!

Mistakes are mistakes only in hindsight. There have been many times when I look back at things I've done and wondered WTF was I thinking? Then I realize that, most of the time, I was making a decision based on inadequate or incorrect information. But, I didn't know that at the time! I'm gonna bet your situation(s) was/were the same.

It would be nice to have a cartoon balloon pop up that said "Don't you dare!" every time you encountered someone/something/some place bad. But, that would make life less of a challenge.

I'm on my third cup of coffee and rambling. It's not the mistakes you make, but how you deal with the results that makes you who you are.

Anyway, hope this helps!
partytimemary

Aug 26 @ 7:15AM  
Sunshine,

'What doesn't kill you, will only make you stronger' --- this my friend, and lifes many experiences (good and bad) mold us into the peole we are today....

And I like you just how you are! It is much the same for many of us,,,if not all.

Kudos to ya!
partytimemary

Aug 26 @ 7:16AM  
**** Awww chit***** People dammit, I meant people! sorry for the typo!
soft_touch938

Aug 26 @ 8:32AM  
I just finished a five year stint of searching myself, wading through years of mistakes and regrets. I've journaled long into the night page after page of personal stories and thoughts. Seeing my thoughts on my screen helped me to sort it all out.

I laid all my yesterdays to rest..can't fix them. Tomorrow I can't predict. Today is my only responsibility.

Sunshine, you shouldn't be so hard on yourself. I'm sure you've touched peoples lives in many good ways if you think about it. Dwell on the good and let go of the bad. Be kind to you...you're worth it.

Hugs girl.....we all need them
Ewe_Wish

Aug 26 @ 8:46AM  
I think its all be said so Ill just add.............luvs ya sweetie........
bandengor

Aug 27 @ 12:02PM  

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