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posted 7/20/2008 10:46:24 AM |
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It has been four days since my wife moved out. I have had a little time to reflect.
A couple of people have wrote me that it seems like something out of penthouse letters. Looking at it now I think I was really just going through the motions. I felt like a zombie the first couple days. It was not a well written essay by any means and I was driven by anger and hurt. It does kind of look that way.
The lifestyle we were living just seemed normal to the people we met from here. Not that we met "in person" with everyone but they all seemed to be after the same thing.

I still get turned on by the thoughts of Tina but I was suppose to be there too and well it doesn't matter. What really makes me mad is the way she flaunts it after I gave her the fantasy. I guess it probably would have happend anyway.

Thanks for all the notes.

SC

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DesertSmile

Jul 20 @ 1:18PM  
I rather doubt you "gave" your wife anything. You simply allowed her to fulfill her fantasy in your presense. Which by all reasoning would have been enough for most women. Obviously she wanted/needed more at this point in her life.


A very wise person told me years ago that "Only you own your sexuality. It is not for others to dictate". That is very difficult for most partners to accept.

I know it's a very confusing time for you and I do wish you success in moving forward.
candlelitgirl

Aug 20 @ 10:20AM  
Hi,
Like I said to you when we first started chatting on here. The guy that introduced me to this lifestyle remind me of you in away. The part that drives me crazy about him is that he doesn't know that I know a lot more about he life than he gives me credit for..He was swinging w/ his girlfriend and she had a family tradegdy and it made her reevaluate thing anshe decide that she didn't want to swing anymore...Well he is afraid to be honest w/ me because he presen ted himself as single to me...but my outlook on the situation is ...If you want to stay in a "going through the motion relationship" Then that is his choice... Sweetie ultimately its fear that keeps us w/ someone who wants out...I've been there, I know...as for the guy I still see him..MOstly cus I REALLLY like him alot but I know that what I want will never be....So I accept friendship for now...but in your case...You will get through this you have Me around her to kick ya in the pants and pull yourself up by the boot straps......LOL ...Candle

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