Hello My AMD Luv's,
How is Ms. Eva doing ... I am doing fine. I have some plans and time off to myself coming up next month and I am excited about them. As I have written before my 20 year high school reunion is this month, actually this weekend coming up and I have decided not to attend. A choice I am happy with. Sometimes the past needs to stay the past. Some things in life we do not need to look back on for any reason.
Actually this blog is going to be about choices ... yours and mine. I am blessed to receive new emails from new friends ... men and women. I luv them. No one is so rich as to turn away a friend.
Recently over the past two weeks I have received some odd emails, I am sure you all can identify with this. From men that I had previously considered written off for whatever reason. Four men to be exact.
Now these are men all straight (they say.) They emailed me way back when wanting to be friends, asking all the 1 step questions, and we exchanged emails for a while. And then ... nothing. Emails came everyday, then every few days, then the weeks, and then nothing. Don't Ya Luv It 
Then out of the blue ... their back like Jaws and the Barrels. Look their they are ... their's another ... SMILE YOU SON's OF BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSS 
Then I have to have to talk ... see after no contact and being brushed off like that ... I write ya off. SO they were wrote off ... and just when I thought it was safe to frolic again on AMD ...
A few where nice ... they understood ... however kept hope that I would change my mind ... 
One guy just will never get it ... or me. 
And then there is THE ONE. 
THE ONE is the one that I liked ... I looked forward to his emails and chatting with him ... and he left with no thought to my feelings and I felt hurt and frankly used. SO after a little time I buck up and write him off. It is over and he deserves no more of my thoughts or my time. And then there he is again ... larger than Jaws in 3-D. Like nothing happened ... haven't heard from ya in a while wondering how you are ... I have been thinking of you. And he get's a response from me against my better judgement. And then he does it to me again.
Fool Me Once Shame on You ... Fool Me Twice ... Shame on Me.
Then I go all P.I. ... and notice he is in AMD everyday ... I see him online ... and yet it has been days into weeks since he has emailed me ... SMILE YOU SON OF A BITCH .... Last sequel I get my Revenge.
What he does not get and what he never will get until it happens to him is that all this hurts. It does hurt to start something with someone and think hey we can be friends and then he moves on ... to better. And then he comes back to me after all the better ones have left him. Makes me 2nd Class in his eyes ... however I am not 2nd class in my eyes ... the only eyes that count. Which now makes him dirt.
I am a person whom is very happy and cofident in my choices in life. I have no regrets. I never do or say anything I don't mean and I honestly can say that because of that I have no regrets. I have said before and I do mean it ... I do not give second chances and I don't ask for them. With this guy I knew from the moment I emailed him back that he would do it to me again and I knew why ... no one else was bothering with him. So I emailed him to prove my point to myself to back up why I feel and act the way I do.
HONESTLY I AM NOT A COMPLEX PERSON ... LOL 
I know others out there do this ... and I know that others fall victim to it ... and for those that fall victim ... Luv's Chin Up because you are worth so much more ... and for those whom do this ... your actions have consequences and they hurt ... however only for a moment and then comes my favorite stage ... THE FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF Stage ... your not worth my time or attention and do you know that is YOUR loss ... not mine.
I am cool with everyone ... everyone starts out on the same common ground ... be you Man or Woman ... Gay, Bi, or Straight ... Your a person Like I am ... and I am going to treat you like I would like you to treat me ... However if you hurt me even in the slightest ... that is your choice ... and writing you off and walking away is my Choice.
With all the choices we have on here at AMD and the chances to meet and make so many great new friends ... why would you make the choice to act like that and hurt another? I don't by the excuses ... I was hurt, all blah blah's are players, their a tease, whatever ... Excuses at the end of the day are just that ... Sorry Excuses for bad behavior ... Grown Up.
If someone is not your type or whom you are looking for ... be honest and open with them ... and move on. If at the end of the day you are alone and no one is chatting with ya or you don't get any emails or winks or friends requests ... there is tomorrow. Life goes on and Life is what you make of it.
Life is full of choices ... why not make the right ones ... the decent ones. When you don't ... realize this in the long run ... you only hurt yourself and hurting yourself is your choice.
Always,
Ms. Eva 
An Openly Gay Transgender Bytch
SMILE YOU SON OF A BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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