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posted 7/2/2008 10:03:29 AM |
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  LadieDarkStarr

Hah, sorry. Title was a cross inspiration between how nervous I am and the Hump Day Johnny Depp picture Nomi posted on Sunshine's blog. ::swoon:: Maybe that image will get me through this?

Today is a HUGE day for me and my family. I'm trying to figure out how to make all of this make sense to someone who's not part of my family, but it just seems to become more and more complicated. It's really frustrating. Lets start with a family tree... I guess?

My grandmother (whom I love dearly) is a complete bitch... wonder where I get it from? LoL She has four daughter by two different fathers neither of which she's married to now. However; my Pa, who is her current husband, has raised all four of the girls since they were 16 and younger. The daughters are Cindy (mother to Nichole, Chelsea, and Rick) Tammy (mother to Michael and Sarah), Jackie (mother to Dee and Ryeli) and Shawn (mother to ME!) Are you guys still with me?! LoL

Four years ago, an argument broke out between Tammy and Cindy about their daughters Sarah and Chelsea (oh yea... side note, my cousins Chelsea Sarah and I were all born in the same year, six months between each of us.) Grandma being grandma just HAD to get involved and took Cindy's side (as usual at the time). This little argument became a HUGE fight and next thing you know, four years pass and no one in the family has spoken to Tammy. I still talk to my cousin Sarah but she's moved out of state and it just seems strained.
In these four years, I've become a mother. My aunt Tammy has never once laid eyes on my son. He will be 3 in September.
Yesterday my mom calls me asking if I would like to join her, Aunt Jackie, Dee, Ryeli, and Aunt Tammy for lunch tomorrow (today) for Aunt Tammy's birthday. She doesn't know that my mom, myself and my son are coming.
I'm nervous has hell. This could be monumental for our family. I keep asking myself what she's going to think of my kiddo.

Oi. I miss my OLD family, from when I was like 12. We were all SO close, everyone wanted to be part of us. Shit, we all lived within 10minutes of each other. My cousins and I all graduated from the same high school! Sarah and Chelsea a year before me, then me, and my cousin Rick the year after. To say we were close is an understatement. I miss that.

I dunno. Anyway, wish me luck.

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zena343

Jul 2 @ 10:12AM  
GOOD LUCK LDS!! I will keep my fingers crossed that all goes well,,,,,,,,,and damn how could anyone not love a beautiful little 3 year old boy!! Cause I'm sure he's got to be beautiful....just look at his momma!! Take care and good luck!

Zena
girlcountry

Jul 2 @ 10:26AM  
Good luck, Ladie!! I know how families can be....just be yourself,sweetie, and all will be fine!!
SxzeNewMe

Jul 2 @ 10:34AM  
I do wish you luck!!! You're going into this with hopes of (goals of) moving on...hopefully, enough time has passed that people will think more about the good times missed than the bad time that ended it...Hopefully, everyone will feel like you - nostalgic for the good old days...or just the feel of them :)

I can remember being nervous about meeting my uncle and aunt (his wife) and their 4 kids...my uncle had cut off ties to my mother when she married a Black man and it stayed that way until I was about 13. When whoever decided it was time to move on made that decision, my family circle grew by 6 - and then by 8...and now we are all one big family of dozens! We don't see each other often, but we always have a good time when we do :)

So yes hon...I wish you luck...and I know it's possible t move on and have that family again!!!
missweet

Jul 2 @ 11:00AM  
Good luck LDS! I had problems with a cousin when I got knocked up. I still don't like her but she loves my son. If things go bad then you don't have to do it again. If things are good then maybe the fam will be on the mend.
Sunshine79

Jul 2 @ 6:21PM  
Wow, good luck and have lot's of fun!!
clickedanad2

Jul 2 @ 8:03PM  
that's a long lunch
where's our update?
LadieDarkStarr

Jul 2 @ 10:21PM  
Sorry about the length of time it took before I could get on and update. Had to go straight from lunch to work! LoL. I think things went well, everyone just kind of said hi and filled eachother in. No hard feelings, nothing negative. Everyone left feeling pretty OK about it all so we'll see! LoL

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