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posted 6/15/2008 1:14:56 AM |
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  alybai42

I have been doing some hard thinking since yesterday And this is what I have decided..

I talked to my best friend for over a hour today in Duluth..We talked about the pro's and con's of living there..Besides the long cold winter's..There are no jobs there besides what I am doing now. And that won't pay the bill's either.
I would be staying at my mom's house and to me that is not my home. Don't get me wrong I love my mom but we are not close. My step dad is a alcoholic and we don't get along..I would be unhappy.
I was thinking back to when I was there two years ago. My second week there I just wanted to go home. Back to my house where I could do my own thing.
If I could move to Duluth and be able to move into my own place it would be different. But I can't.
My friend that lives there understand's me and my family. We have been friend's since Jr. High..If she had the room I could stay there but she don't have it.
I really wanted to go back to MN...But I can't afford it right now.
So for the time being I am staying here. I am still going to move from this dumpy house into something smaller. Like a apt. No more lawn to cut
Plus they put up a new schedule at work and I am on dayshift starting Tuesday. Which means more money...
I just wish I could go to MN to visit. But just can't do it right now. Of course I have not told my family yet. My mom really didn't want me moving in with her anyway.
Maybe this is not the right decision either. I might change my mind again next month. Who's know's what will happen.
Maybe if I keep dreaming my Sugar Daddy will come along...
So this is my decision.

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StraddleMyNose

Jun 15 @ 1:21AM  
I do hope things work out better for you soon, even though you will still be in Ohio. Best wishes and keep us all posted, Tammy.
Detach

Jun 15 @ 2:46AM  
I know how you feel. Despite the nice weather and nearly year 'round summer temperatures and leniant views towards the nudist lifestyle; I have started thinking maybe this isn't the place where I want to live. I'm starting to miss being close to family who happens to live on the east coast.

Keep us informed as to what you finally decide to do. Good luck with your decision.
rescueremedy

Jun 15 @ 8:14AM  
I`d like to do a move myself .... I`m tired of the cold and snow . I`m waiting for a new president ....hopefully he can turn it around .Jobs pick -up ,but don`t know if that will happen . Good Luck ...
zena343

Jun 15 @ 8:28AM  
Life can be a real bitch sometimes, but I am glad to hear that moving in with your mother would not be a great idea especially with an alcoholic stepfather. That could be disasterious for you and your daughter (I believe you have)!! Chin up Aly things will get better!!
ynot7769

Jun 15 @ 9:39AM  
omg you never moved???
clickedanad2

Jun 15 @ 10:05AM  
Duluth is toooooooo cold
if you do move
follow opportunity
Duluth is a dead end
look at Indy - cities like that - not too big - not too small
places that are alive with conventions and tourism
follow the jobs - visit Duluth
good luck
Lisa46

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Jun 15 @ 10:09AM  
Yeah I hear you well I don't hear you you quit taking my calls But I"m glad your doing what you want to do
Ewe_Wish

Jun 15 @ 10:48AM  
Ah hell ...............here I thought I would have someone to bitch about the cold with me here in Minnesota................. Tammy do what you need to do to be happy.........if Duluth isnt it.........than stay away...........but be where you will be the happiest..............
Sunshine79

Jun 15 @ 6:26PM  
Mrs. Ynot could cut your lawn......
sugarnspice005

Jun 15 @ 7:00PM  
Stay positive....and go with what feels right for you. I hope all gets better for you soon.
Irridum

Jun 15 @ 11:25PM  
I hope everything works out well for you. It's a tough world right now but maybe things will improve quickly.

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