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posted 4/30/2008 9:00:47 AM |
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  alybai42

After I got off of here last night I sat here thinking of this website.

When I first came here I was a shy person( Kind Of)
I stayed in the shadow's and watched people post in the forum's. I started one of my own to introduce myself.
I was molested by Ynot after my 4th post..After that I was into having fun...Just fun. I would forum hop..Or room hop. We each had our own room's to pester each other in...That all changed when they were locked..Yeah it brought down the fun a notch or two. But I learned to deal with it.

I posted a blog..Don't remember what it was about now either(sucks to get old)

I have never met a man from this website. Besides Shawn(Straddle) and that was when Kim moved here.

What I did find were a few great friends online and a couple I would talk to on the phone.
If I was having a issue on a personal level I could blog about it. And I had support from my friends.

I would get the stupid e-mail's..Most of them I would write back and tell them the truth..Something I have no problem telling.
I was not here to get laid.
This is a Adult Website..When the over 18 can hang out and play.

I don't know what happened The fighting, backstabbing, he said/ she said shit started..I kept out of it...

If I didn't like a person's blog I didn't comment on it. I also didn't go behind their backs and talk about it. Well except for straddle's because he is a little off the wall at times.. j/k shawn..

When I cancelled my account it was because I needed time away from here. I felt like I was spending more time reading blogs and watching people picker back and forth..I was gone for a few weeks and came back..Because I had friends here. People I could talk to if I was having a problem.
I went into a deep depression again for a while. I would go to work, come home and stay in my room..Cry most of the time...but somehow I got back..I think it was when the sun came out and it got warm and I could get outside..I took some new pictures of me..

I stayed away for a month again..Same old shit.

I choose not to take sides. I try to be friendly with most everyone unless they give me reason not too.

I am not a two faced person. Never have been..I like to have friends..and be a good friend..

Now if anyone can help me get the HELL out of Ohio I would be thrilled..I just want to go home..And nothing seems to be going my way...

This is my story and I am sticking to it...

You have a great day...

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Wordsofwit

Apr 30 @ 9:17AM  
get the HELL out of Ohio

Interesting as the profile indicates Minnesota.

The cornerstone to any move is a job. Don't leave home without one. The best resource for that is www.indeed.com. It works like a search engine. You enter a zip code for the location and then key words. The more words, the narrower the results. It is totally awesome.

Some careers like being a nurse are tickets to anywhere. Others like computer programming or repair are the passports to poverty.
sugarnspice005

Apr 30 @ 9:32AM  
I remember a friend of mine telling me how "fun" this site was..so I signed up. I mainly hung out in the chat rooms...checked emails. I didn't really pay attention to the blogs and forums till about a year ago. Back then..the blogs were fun, silly...yeah..there might have been a bit of arguing..nothing like what has been going on here lately. It was a fun place to hang out..now..it's like you want to put on a suit of armor and prepare for the next battle.


You haven't made it back to Minnesota yet? So sorry to hear that. I hope you can get there soon...and like WoW said...make sure you have a job to go to before moving.
straightup_9

Apr 30 @ 11:15AM  
Damn, Hun.....I'd come get ya and all your stuff, and take ya to Mn., but my operating Authority only covers the Southern 9 states...

But, ya never know....

hornytoad55

Apr 30 @ 12:18PM  
Hi alybai42

I know how you reel. I came to this site because of the blogs, Daina's mostly. So many of the people on the site had so much talent. Daina's stories were the high point of my day. When the great blog wars came to pervia, I could see the death and destruction that was going to happen. There was no one or nothing what could stop it. I wish we could go back the we only get one pass through life and some things we screw up can't be unscrewed.

Take care of yourself my friends
Ken

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