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posted 11/3/2006 5:51:05 PM |
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We made love because we just have to have each other and then we rested laying together catching a little sleep in each others arms, feeling totally complete and satisfied … slowly I awake while you're still sleeping beside me … with my head on one hand I just look at you … enjoying every little feature of this face I've been longing to see for so long now … with my index finger I start to trace its outlines … your sensual lips which you so unsuccessfully try to hide under your beard … the shadows below your eyes, showing off now that you've been working too hard the last time … the delicate lines of your eyebrows … the energetic ones of your chin, indicating how determined you can get … slighty brushing over your long, almost feminine eyelashes … following the retreating hair line, … yes, you and me are no longer in our twenties but it gives you this distinguished look, enhancing your being male, utmost masculinity … I see a little vein pulsating on your eyelid … it's slow "pock-pock-pocking" makes me want to kiss this cover of your incredible eyes … eyes I saw sparkling all the way over the ocean that divided us for so long … eyes that looked directly into my soul … eyes that I got lost in the first time I looked into them for real … I bend my head over your face a little and make sure my lips are warm and soft when I kiss these eyes …
Ring, ring, ring … your cell phone goes off! You're awake in an instant … sitting up and grabbing the phone is just one movement … take care, girl, that you don’t get hurt in this increadibly fast movement … "Yes", I hear you say, "okay, I'll be there, just give me 15 minutes" … that's what I love about you, taking decisions within minutes … "Babe, I need to help my son, his car broke down"… Sure, he needs a helping hand, it's your son, your family, your offspring, your flesh&blood … "Just hurry up, honey", I hear my huskyvoice, "if he needs a helping hand, off you go"! I even manage a smile, seemingly deceiving you enough to jump off the bed and get dressed … with an assuring "I'll be back, promise, as soon as I got this sorted out" and a blown kiss you're gone, leaving me behind more than half naked on the bed where we shared unbelievable pleasures … with a hard bang, the door closes behind you!
I lit a a cigarette … not too easy when you're crying, btw … again reassuring myself that I took all the right decisions on my way of life … yes, I was right to fly around half the world to meet you in person … yes, I was right in enjoying the lengthy exchange of thoughts, desires, wishes, needs and want-tos before booking this flight … and yes, I was right in deciding long ago that I don’t want to rise my so-called grandchild together with my own … yes, taking into consideration age, state of health and circumstances of living, at that time I was more than right in getting my tubes cut once and forever and I enjoyed the advantages of it quite a lot …

it just hurts once in a while coming in 2nd … standing no chance as blood seems always be thicker than love …

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ponme

Nov 3 @ 5:59PM  
Sad story day? Dang...
sundance64

Nov 3 @ 6:21PM  
Good Story Peach!!
2passionate4u767

Nov 3 @ 7:20PM  
insightful!
2passionate4u767

Nov 3 @ 7:20PM  
insightful!
Dominus

Nov 3 @ 9:49PM  
Touching.
bbwlover312

Nov 6 @ 10:32AM  
my peach!!!! well writen kisses
veeruinus

Nov 6 @ 2:03PM  
You hit me right on target with this story lady. My girlfreind has to go through the same emotions because of me. Not for too long now. Because i am finishing off the matter with my so called wife and my hypocratic family. I cannot see her crying like this any more:(. I will pray that things get better for u.
ynot7769

Jan 6 @ 6:44PM  
hmm....very insightfull..........and thought provoking....
geoweb

Jul 27 @ 5:16PM  
Very well expressed! If this is based on real life, you should make sure he reads it....I'm hoping that is not the case, and that you just felt like writing something beautiful.

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