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Finally, a curiousity

posted 10/26/2006 7:40:42 PM |
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  rt1983

First I apologize for not blogging in quite some time. I know I have fans for my thoughts. I just wanted to say that I haven't been checking my AMD profile avidly lately because I found a nice man. He is cute, handsome, he's in the US Navy. We met two weeks ago when he offered his hand to me for a dance. We have danced every dance since that evening. It has only been two weeks, but he tells me he loves me and he cares for me. He has invited me to Maine for when he gets leave in December and has already told his family about me. I find him charming, macho, and he always has a story to tell. What I find I like the most are those moments of silence where he just plainly isn't thinking anything and this is where most women freak out and keep pestering the guy to to TALK because they can't understand "awkward silence" or just plain old fact that sometimes men really like to rest their minds. At any rate, I have only told my new man that I care for him. I don't want to rush. He was ready to tell me that Im the new fire in his life, that it is quickly becoming a love for him. Finally, a curiousity from a man in person. Love? perhaps. I feel so expirienced that I can enjoy the smooth bliss of a warm embrace without thinking, "OMG he told me loves me! OMG Do I need to tell it back to him?!?!?!" Im taking my time because as many of you know I wanted to find someone to have a relationship with...and some fun! *sigh* I just feel very hopeful and I have no regrets. I care him alot because he has been in touch with me everyday. He is growing on me. I might be ready in a month or so to say ILY to him...but at the same time I dont want to rush things for myself. This girl has been through hell and back regarding relationships. My last relationship ended because a trust was broken. "Trust is Paramount." my ex begins to say. "Without trust there can be no love." He broke the relationship 9 months ago because 8 months prior he made me promise something stupid: that I wouldn't tell his mum about his broken knee nor how much pain he was in. He needed that privacy. 8 months later, after seeing him loose his jobs and not being able to stand for 6 to 9 hours a day, I went and told his mum that her son needs some help with his bad knee cuz he broke it playing Rugby in Ireland. Well, there goes that relationship and Im glad it is over because if a man decieves his mother he is most likely going to be deceptive to his wife - which I was on my way to becoming. For over a year I had been reluncant to become involved with anyone. Im finally back in the swing of things with my new man and I hope Im doing quite well. I didn't want to be afraid anymore of being hurt. Sure enough when I least expected it, a handsome young man came over and offered his hand to me for a dance. I couldn't have accepted that before being in fear. I have nothing to lose at this point because I don't really have anything invested besides the sweet words and sweet attention I like recieving from him. I am curious myself about him. I am trying to "slow bloom" my feelings for him. If he really feels the way he does, he'll wait for me to come around. He respects my decision and says he cares for me more because of it. I feel in control and finally on the right track with the all the right curiosities.

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Dominus

Oct 26 @ 8:07PM  
That is so frikin' cool! Thanks for sharing!
belle1010

Oct 26 @ 8:42PM  
That's great, i'm so happy for you. Take as much time as you need, if he truly loves you he'll wait.
JJN4Fun

Oct 26 @ 11:42PM  
First Roadhouse, now you??? Where the hell is the Kleenex factory??? Good luck, sweetie!!!
canuhelpme258

Oct 26 @ 11:54PM  
Wow... I'm happy for you.

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