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Heart Lost to Darkness part 2 -- something i dreamed for a thousands nights!

posted 12/11/2007 1:36:46 PM |
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  Forsaken_Heart

Night turns to day and I feel the sunshine flaming on my back like Hells fire coming to consume my soul. I have walk into the past 24 years ago, standing in the doorway of Grace Lopez's parent's garage, this is when I see that time has paused just for me. Knowing what is about to happen, I stand there holding my breath not daring to move, willing time to rewind and unmake this Tragey. Out of the corner of my eye I see movement a youth of 15 walks towards the house. He reminds me of someone and then it hits me ....that is me 24 years younger, so I turn to warn him away and I feel Time snap into action. Sound explodes into the air, a car engine idling, a lawn mower in the distance, a garage door being raised and to bring me slamming into the present time. I see the garage door opening and a shadow sitting in the car thru a haze of poisonous fumes. I walk toward the car door and place my trembling hand on it to open it. Just knowing that once again I was too late. I open the door and she starts slide toward me slowly. i reach out and catch her in my arms feeling death reach in with its cold hand and touch my soul. I feel madness at the fringes of my mind demanding to be let in. I pick her up even tho she was taller than me by an inch or two and weighed more than I, but it seems than most of her substance had left with her soul. With tears flooding down my face I slowly walked out into the sunlight and collapsed in her driveway. Once again not being ableto breath I stared at her in my arms looking for a spark of life that I knew to be gone, hoping against hope, for her to open her beautiful greens eyes and smile at me one last time. with the thought of never seeing her smile again the breath I was holding exploded out of me becoming a wailing like that of those damned souls in the deepest parts of Hell. I couldnt seem to stop this unnatural sound that was shredding my throat from coming out of my mouth. It was as if my soul was the source of energy for my endless scream of Darkness and Despair. There time froze once more.

Day turns into Night and my nightmare continues. The hounds have found me and are tearing one of those I love from me. And again I am too late too see it until it has been done. So all I can do is sit here alone in the Darkness and weep tears of blood.

Mordechai

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NachoBaby

Dec 11 @ 3:47PM  
with a few revisions you could certainly have this published. It's good.
awoman4u2no

Jan 19 @ 9:29AM  
It's impossible to imagine what you feel, but, without a doubt, your writing has allowed me to understand more clearly than any other explaination I've ever heard. I know someone that experienced almost the same fate and he has not been able to describe his pain as well as you have. I thank you for sharing, but at the same time, my heart cries for your pain.

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Heart Lost to Darkness part 2 -- something i dreamed for a thousands nights!