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Heart Lost to Darkness part 1

posted 12/11/2007 1:35:04 PM |
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A Heart Lost in Darkness

Here I am walking thru Dream Scape one more time I walk along in the Darkness of my Mind getting more confused and bewildered. I can see those thoughts that torment me like a living creature and wonder if I will ever be free of them.They hound me thru the recesses of my mind into places I have not willingly traveled in eons. Those dark and fearsome places deep within my mind and soul. where all my failures in love and companionship have failed, thru some act of my own. Even tho I couldnt always see what that act was then or some later date. The waves of old unremembered pain of Betrayal, Abandonment , and Loneliness, lie around every corner, behind every ancient door. I burst thru many of door racing ahead of these hounds of emotion and emptiness. Door after door I run thru and past winding ever down into the core of my oldest Fears and Nightmares. Spiders come out of the darkness to take up pursuit and so do the devils and demons of my early youth. They tear at me and shred my clothing and take pieces of my flesh and soul in their tiny clawed hands. I have came at last to a place that I never wished to visit again. I break down this last door seeking safety and as I step thru I freeze in horror and a sorrow so deep that my sanity threatens to leave to me. I stand there muttering the same to words over and over again "Not Again oh Gods Not Again!".

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Heart Lost to Darkness part 1