However to put this? Ah yes, lousy English is always best.Kinda feels like Thanksgiving weekend around here. So many old faces, home for the long weekend. Then sunday night it's back to the dorms, and frat houses, to lie about how well they did back home. Oh, to be young, again. Only not so stupid, this time around. Wouldn't that be great!!
I been "Jonseing" for this place. Seems the less i'm here, the more i'd like to be. Must be some kinda Grass-is-greener thing.To be free to be here, was always a drag, for the last year. It really meant nothing better (read: good) to do. I would pine away about the mistakes i had made, the bad decisions that had lead to so much fun, but Ultimately had caused me to lose everything i had thought was important. Friends, family, "real" people to talk to.
But when you're afflicted with Approach/avoidance, as i was once diagnosed, there is never really any place you feel comfortable. Maybe i coulda been schyzophrenic, and enjoyed two things at once, but there's a down side to that, too. So now that I'm not, i wanna be free to be here, again. Careful what you wish for, Eh?
So, Whadda ya say, anybody; Wanna Fuck??
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