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posted 10/15/2007 10:39:53 PM |
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  bigandsweet4u

Sometimes the greatest things can be just out of our reach, and sometimes those things can be well within our reach but we sit back and live our bland, planned and often un-inspiring lives. I think it would be nice to just be able to do something totally new everyday. To just find time to sincerely try something new. It shouldn't be all that hard if you really try and set aside time. I know that in life we often schedule our lives down to the last second especially when we are chasing money, drugs, women (men), sex, and whatever we feel we have the necessity for. And also often times we have jobs that force us to be reliable and consistent, killing all the spontaneous and originality that we have. All jobs aren't like this but most 9-5 jobs are. We become nothing more than an employee or a number not really making any difference or even enjoying our lives because they become part of something "bigger". On the weekends we go out and attempt to squeeze as much excitement as possible into 48 hours and just come back as dead or even worse to ourselves. What's with this ranting thing I have?

I've been sort of depressed since Saturday. I had a pretty good day, I'd say. I spent time with great people doing contact work watching some middle school football games that I'd say I enjoyed pretty well. I even got to help count plays, which got me privaledge on the field. They were fantastic games and cool to watch. I even spent time with one of my best friends, and what could be cooler than that? I guess its just been weird in my head for a while.

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