Living proof posted 10/10/2007 12:04:57 PM | 1 kudo what's this?     report abuse tagged: life

mzhunyhole

Ya know..we all have things in our life we sure wished we'd done a heck of a lot different ...could have done..but we didn't. Should have done..but we let it pass us by..would have done..but for some fricking durn reason..we just didn't.

Take me for example..
I sure the hell should have have had that there boy..that got me pregnant..at 15 ..to wear one of them there dad burn rubbers. But hey..we was kids. We just knew..ya didn't get pregnant..doing it just once..No way . But I'm living proof..one time will do ya folks.

I could'a picked better men in my life. Not the liars and mistreaters,conmen and bull shitters that I seem to attract.But nooo. .I gotta pick the bad boys..the worst ones for me.The ones I fall the hardest for. I could pick the good guy..avoid all that heartbreak..Duh. I say forget love sometimes..I'd rather fall into chocolate.What's love got to do with it..anyway ..Just to get your heart broke again..I'm living proof of this too.

I should'a fell in a deep dark hole for some of the bad things that's done happened to me and been done to me..things I've been through. But..I don't go there . I always try to think when something bad happens to me..it's for a reason. Like a lil spanking..a wake up call. Learn your lesson well woman and don't forget it and repeat it . SOooo..that's what I do..ponder my lesson ..pick myself up..put my smile back on ..and go on..with my new learnt lesson..tucked away..hopefully not to be repeated.

If I do dwell on the past..it's only to share..to pass on..Cause your past is part of ya. It makes ya who ya are ..living proof..of what life's lessons have taught you.


What are y'all..living proof of?

What do you seem to attract?

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