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posted 10/9/2007 11:31:30 PM |
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  knightshadow2007

Sitting here getting ready to take off again and I was thinking from my earlier blog that maybe it is time I call it quits. Job that is; I could always find work anywhere.

I mean I get a call and I take off to god only knows where in fact I missed most of my daughter growing up because of my job. Now that relationship is practically non-functional... she's 25 now about to be a mom. I have seen to many friends come and go for various reasons, and the same is true with relationships.

Lets face it I get on a site like this simply because I can remain a shadow, a ghost, and the possibility of a meeting with someone on here is almost never going to happen. If it did you would never really know me...hell my own family does'nt even know me anymore.

My little brother died 9 yrs. ago and where was I off running around doing what I was told... (always the good soldier) even though I am not active any longer. I am left facing the reality we make choices in life that not only affect us, but everyone we know.

Perhaps it is only fatigue talking, or maybe I am just getting older and wiser.

What do you think?..... I want to know

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ynot7769

Oct 9 @ 11:41PM  
or maybe I am just getting older and wiser.


sighhh the choices we make.........problem is ...we're a mixture today of all our choices of yesterday.........so use that to make your NEXT choice...

or read this ... http://www.theguyintheglass.com/gig.htm
shy_sexy_kitten

Oct 9 @ 11:52PM  
Hang in there..... your daughter going to be a mother is a double blessing.

of course, for the new life to join your family..

the second is that she will be a parent.. she will finally understand what she means to you because of how she will feel about her own child.

I met my daughter the day she was born and then 26 years later... she was definitely a stranger with her own parents... not me.

It's very slow going however it's going....

And yeah, she contacted me after she became a parent because she finally realized what a parent does with their child.... they always love them.. no matter what.

hugs

Diane aka Furball
DeDe54

Oct 10 @ 12:06AM  
DeDe's motto is always, Do what makes you happy!!!! Do what you want to do!!!! Never listen to anyone but your own heart!!!!


And above all have fun while your doing it!!!
Lisa46

Oct 10 @ 10:16AM  
You know we all have made choices some good some bad now at our age we actually start thinking more. Do what is right for YOU!! I also don't have much of a relationship with my dad but I love him and I do call to let him know. Don't give up on her or yourself!
skinonskin

Oct 10 @ 2:04PM  
I divorced when my daughter was three. I used to see her about every two weeks. Then I moved to the other side of michigan but I still drove back every couple of weeks to see her for the weekend. This went on till she was about 12 or so.

Next move was to Mobile, AL for about seven years. She would fly down and stay for a couple weeks each year. It was heart wrenching when she left. I always felt like crap at the terminal.

Eventually, I moved to Little Rock for a couple years and drove back one week to walk her down the isle. Finally, I moved back for good! Today I'm a grandad twice over. We all see each other when we can and during the holidays.

Staying in touch was important for my daughter and myself because even tho we were apart for a few years, we really weren't strangers and I'm very happy it worked out the way it has. I wouldn't have had it any other way!

kandikisses4u

Oct 21 @ 11:17AM  
Hey....you made your choices~~your clique has your back, bro! So you don't know your daughter~~"because of your job"???? WTF??? That's a new one for me. NOTHING in this world would take me away from my kid....no job, no amount of financial anything...you have a loss you can NEVER understand, nor ever get back. How sad.

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