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And the truth shall set me free...

posted 9/28/2007 3:50:27 PM |
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First off comments will be heavily screened, if ya don't like it get the fuck outta my face. Please turn off all cellphones and if ya feel the need to talk the door is right the fuck over there...

I know everybody says its never to late to say you're sorry, its never to late to make things right...life tells me differently. I need to apologize for some things and the people I need to apologize to are long gone. I know I've missed the oportunity to make it up to you individually, but I will carry you all and how I treated you all with me no matter how far and tiring the walk is.

I know I acted like I was listenin to what you were sayin, but honestly I was really more interested in what was goin on in your panties than what was goin on in your head. I know I said It was cool that ya had a man, I jus wanted to be your friend. I was lyin, I jus wanted to get ya drunk, fuck ya, and let you figure it all out when ya called that fake number I gave ya. I said I wanted somebody that understood me, I meant somebody that understood I was jus about fuckin ya and leavin. I said I wanted somebody real, I meant I want somebody real easy. I said I wanted somethin long term, I meant long term as in the time it would take ya to recover from my lies. I never wanted a woman to be my equal I wanted to play all women equally.

I told ya we were a team, we would get this money together, I meant we'll get this money together than I'll spend it. I told ya we were a team when I eat you eat, when I smoke you smoke. But as soon as ya went to work, I smoked blunts all day with your girl then took her to Red Lobster. I told ya we were a team I have your back no matter what. But then the first time I got hurt, there I am on the sidelines, the team captain, cheering for my friend on the other team to beat you guys. I told ya as soon as I got on in the music biz, the whole team would be paid. I meant the team members talented enough I could exploit for money. I told ya there was a team, and there was I jus forgot to tell ya I was the only member.

I told ya that I've never done that before, I meant I've never been caught. I said I'd never forget ya, now I don't even remember ya first name. I said I never do anything I regret, I meant I never regret anything because I have no heart.

An I'm sorry jus won't do in this situation. I've lied to you so many times before, why would you ever believe a damn thing I say again. There are so many of you I don't even know where to begin. My highschool football team, I sold ya'll out. Carrie Kern, Myesha, Latricia, Shannon Leonard, the girl in New Hampshire (I think your name was Corey), Jessica Grant, Bonnie Clackum. I took alla ya'll for granted and was insincere with you all and worst of all I never let you see the real me. Smurf aka Corey Bearfield, Sun I had everybodies back but yours and now I don't even know why. The multitude of women I have disrespected in clubs or wherever I met em. My parents and brothers. All the people I saw bein wronged and didn't stand up for. All the people I saw livin in ignorant darkness and didn't share the light of knowledge with. And Myself.







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