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posted 9/9/2007 1:42:40 PM |
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  sawduster

Please pardon me while i ramble, but some things I want to say just won't come out any other way. So many thoughts running rampant in my head right now I can barely keep track of them all. So if you can make no sense of this, don't feel bad, you should be on this end.

I originally joined a few of these dating sites to try to find not only a sex partner, but a friend and companion. No luck there, so tried for just sex partners, again no luck. Sometimes I wonder if any of it is worth what is being put into it. Hours spent at the computer looking at profiles, more spent writing messages that don't get answered, then trying more profiles, other sites. Too far away, not what I'm looking for, thanks but no thank you.


The frustrations grow endless, the cycle seems never ending. So what to do? This week has been unusual, my truck is in the shop and won't be out until Monday at the earliest, so here I am in Florida for a week already, no place to go that I want to go by myself. I don't hang out in bars, and strip clubs have been at the very bottem of my entertainment list for 30 years. Church isn't an option either, and i can only take so much of browsing the produce at wal-mart.

One recent member here ask if anyone knows what real passion is, my asnwer may be very different than anyone else's. Passion is a deep love of something or some one, much as artists are consumed by their passion for art and its creation. Be it music, painting, sculpture or any other form, the passion one feels for their partner is much the same, and lust is what makes the physical act of sex so much a pleasure for both. But have lust and passion been so turned around we don't know which is which? I surely do not know that answer, just what I feel.

LIie I said, I am rambling, so it's about time to let this one go before i give anyone as big a headache as I'm getting from this.

take care ya'll

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isitgrog

Sep 9 @ 1:58PM  
It is only rambling if someone doesn't understand it.

I know where you are coming from, and have asked myself, particularly in the horrible confines of the mind in the wee hours of the morning, "Is it worth it?" I hate this time because the only input comes from your own mind, and Oh what a trip it takes. As long as the answer is anything but 100% negative, drive-on.

Be true to yourself. Your luck will change.
DesertSmile

Sep 9 @ 2:36PM  
I certainly hope lust and passion are not being confused. I will admit that I do encounter fewer and fewer people who are truly passionate about something in their life. Many have no driving forces in their lives.

Passion to me often equates with purpose. Life, to be purposeful needs passion and this passion can be about the simplest of things in your life but also which give your existance purpose and meaning.

Lust on the other hand.........well that is a whole new blog.
Wordsofwit

Sep 9 @ 2:57PM  
I commented on somebody's blog about running a search within 10 miles of me under my normal parameters and it producing no results. There is about 1.5 million people within 10 miles of me. I know that it is not reassuring but after a while, you get used to it.

This is not a big site in terms of numbers of members either. I ran a search under your parameters for women in Louisiana 45-57 that were slim, average, or athletic. There are only four in your state that have been active in the last two months.

I feel very safe in saying that the vast majority of women on here over 40 are of the large variety. So if you just want someone for an activity partner, you may want to blow off the some of the physical requirements.
You may try Craigslist.org if you live near a large city. It is free.
sawduster

Sep 9 @ 3:10PM  
thanks words, i know the pickings are slim there, and i want to move out of louisiana at some point in the near future. the thing is, driving truck leaves me little to no time anywhere. what would be great is a fantasy i don't even think is in the realm of probability, much less possible. but to find one woman that instantly takes to me and would be willing to put up with the cramped quarters of a truck for a week to see if we could get along. but since know that isn't going to happen, i guess i have to just keep trying the hard way.

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