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posted 8/13/2007 11:15:06 PM |
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  your_lover38

I have thought long and hard about this blog since I got back from Michigan.

I am not a bad person--quite the opposite really...I just make some bad choices sometimes. I have not seen anything specific on this since we got back really (which also speaks a lot about them) but I do feel that my choices that night did not reflect well upon me or the group as a whole. I came into another person's domain and embarassed them on their home turf and that isnt cool.

My AMD friends I do wish things had ended up differently and I could do that entire day over again and erase some things. And to the others who do not know what the heck this is all about I want to be the first to say that what you may have heard or may hear at some future date is indeed true and there is not a whole lot I can really do about that. But it is not indicative of who I am as a person. I am also not trying to rehash the events of the night--not my intention. But I can admit when I am in the wrong and my apologies to everyone who was there were indeed sincere. I was wrong and out of line and am quite upset at my own conduct. I am not making excuses for my actions at all.

I let these people down in a major way and I take responsibility for that. I can't change events that have already happened. It is also the main reason I chose to drive back to Ohio very early in the morning.

First impressions stick long with people and I did not make a good impression. Far from it.

That being said....I am most likely cancelling my account here due to that fiasco....

You were all very hospitable to me despite everything and for that I am thankful. Just know that I really did not mean to make everyone uncomfortable and I will miss you.



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PrincessKissy

Aug 13 @ 11:20PM  
Sweetie, blame it on the alcohol... you're fine!! Don't leave. Besides, you've been immortalized on my latest blog
buatbu

Aug 13 @ 11:30PM  
Now I know I got to make the next one. I can be a bigger ass then anyone I know. And I don't even have to drink
Ewe_Wish

Aug 13 @ 11:32PM  
just my opinion and I wasnt there but sounds like PK who was there is putting a hand out, be smart and take a hold of it. we all make mistakes but we get passed it.
Looking4ever

Aug 13 @ 11:45PM  
You made a great first impression...and, like Kissy said, I really think you can blame it on those Jell-O shots. My first impression of you hasn't changed a bit! I really wish you wouldn't have beat up on yourself so much and stuck around awhile longer!
TattooedRawkStar

Aug 13 @ 11:50PM  
I agree; my Jello shots have that effect! I'd say I musta done something right...
Seriously; don't sweat it! You had fun! We all had fun! That's the whole idea!
Looking4ever

Aug 14 @ 12:01AM  
I forgot to add...you really did a GREAT job singing!
casuallylooking

Aug 14 @ 12:21AM  
I wasn't there and don't know what happened. Nor do I care to know. Sometimes people make mistakes, especially when there is alcohol involved. Maybe next time just keep that in mind. But Pk and Looking4 were there and are saying it was a mistake and accepting your apology. If you haven't discovered the women of AMD are straight shooters and say what we think, be it good or bad. If they didn't mean it, I honestly don't think they would have said it.
No one is perfect. Not one of us. But most of the people on this site are worth getting to know and having as friends.
People are just getting to know you. Stick around, if that's what you would really like to do.
coltsfootball

Aug 14 @ 12:32AM  
Hey Bro, What Happens In Michigan Stays In Michigan.. As Far As I'm Concerned It Is No One Else's Business.. If Any One Ask, Tell Them They Should Of Come To The Party..
We Are Cool...
TattooedRawkStar

Aug 14 @ 12:48AM  
Hey Bro, What Happens In Michigan Stays In Michigan..

Haha I'm in ssoooo much trouble then...
coltsfootball

Aug 14 @ 12:55AM  
Haha I'm in ssoooo much trouble then...



You Did Stand In The Next Line For A Minute Or Two...
Looking4ever

Aug 14 @ 12:58AM  
Haha I'm in ssoooo much trouble then...

Well, you WERE the one that brought the Jell-O shots...

BTW, I need the recipes!
Ashinatrix

Aug 14 @ 8:15AM  
Obviously you didnt drink enough ....then you wouldnt have remembered
NachoBaby

Aug 14 @ 9:11AM  
Man, if everyone there says they are cool with ya .. let it go. Must have only been really bad in your mind. And look you made some new friends!
Lisa46

Aug 14 @ 10:22AM  
Yeah what everyone else said! Drinking is just that playin and havin fun sometimes shit happens and we feel like an idiot the next day so what??
YOUR FRIENDS aren't upset so no reason for you to be! stick around maybe more of us can make the next party!
bkaw810

Aug 14 @ 11:49PM  
don't feel to bad , i made an ass of myself first, and was the first to leave.
let's blame it on the booze
coltsfootball

Aug 15 @ 1:15AM  
I'll Drink To That
Looking4ever

Aug 15 @ 3:30AM  
Let's have some more Jell-O shots and forget all about it...

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