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Life is complicated isn't it? Your up one minute and down the next. Well, life has thrown me a rather strange curve ball.
Years ago I worked for a Defense Contractor in Central Florida. There I met someone who was attractive, exciting and had a great sense of humor. When ever I would ask about Michelle, I was told that she was deeply private and few knew much about her private life. She was a great Engineer and when we had cause to interact during work I was always facinated with her sense of Logic, and deep understanding of the processes we were using throughout production. We would see each other in the hall and talk briefly now and again, but neither expressed more than a business interest in the other. About a year after we had been talking on and off, I asked her to go to lunch with me, outside the plant. We were gone for over an hour and I can say we throughly enjoyed each others company. I saw another side of her personality, one that stessed her sense of humor. We agreed to have lunch again soon.
After several lunch dates, I bacame brave enough to ask her out on a Date. She smiles and explained that she was in a relationship, but appreciated the offer. No harm no foul. Everything remained as it was. Then the lay-offs began as worked slowed, and Michelle was amoung thouse who were cut. We said our good-buys and promised to stay in touch.
Five years passed. Then one day a friend calls and sez "you'll never guess who is sitting here with me" Of course I couln't, but was happy to hear Michelle's voice again. We talked for about 30 minutes, and she promised that she would call me again, getting the number from our mutual friend.
She did call, and we had many conversations, which led to each expressing a desire to see the other in person. We met on a cold winter's day in Winter Park, on Park avenue. It was fantastic to see her again, we had lunch together and walked in the park, finally sitting on a stone wall and just talking for almost two hours. It was getting dark and cold, when we finally parted, but this time Michelle expressed her thoughts on a real "date". And I was hooked.
Michelle has what is often described as a Heartshaped face, with large expressive brown eyes. her dark hair has a natural curl to it that reminds me of styles from the 1940's. She has kept he body in Fantastic shape. long legs, tight abs and small breasts, she is a beauty and people respond to her physical appearance. We had decided to spend a day together and I was at her door early the next morning ready for whatever the day held.
She answered the door wearing only a long "T" shirt. She was completely naked underneath. She made no effort to cover herself, and she was not embarrased in the slightest. I could not help myself, seeing her naked form beneath the shirt. I assumed that I had arrived to early. But she had obviously been expecting me.There were Candles lit around the room, and a bowl of chill cut fruit sitting beside her couch. At some point she reached over and pulled me close, soon we were in her bed.
We spent the entire day there. Sex was so much more than I had imagined with her. She was ravenous and wanted it all. She said she loved Oral, and performed it with gusto. We traded places and she was an apt teacher, correcting my techniques to bring about the best responses from her. She was insatiable, and as quickly as I could muster up an erection, she was on me, or urging me to use it on her. This went on for hours, We would break, eat some fruit talk and laugh and make love again and again. It was heaven.
That evening I attempted to take her out for a fabulous meal, but she declined. She said the day had really wore her out and she really wanted a good nights sleep.
We parted with kisses smiles and promices of tomorrow.

The next day I called her to again express the joy I had found in this new relationship. Only to discover that she was cold and distant on the phone. I was perplexed, and decided to give her a little space, and see what happens. Nothing happened. No calls, no replies to E-mails, nothing. I was truly upset. This had appeared to be such a promising relationship, then nothing.
Weeks went by, nothing. Finally I asked our mutual friend if she knew what had happened. Kimberbly was slow to talk about it at first, but with time I was able to coax the story from her.
Michelle was private about her personal life, because she was a lesbian. She was in a committed relationship with another woman, and the two had decided that they wanted a child. I was simply a sperm donor in thier plans. Kimberly would not tell me if Michelle was pregnant, and when I went to her apartment to confront her, I found it was vacant. Michelle had moved out the previous week.
Am I a father? Will I ever know what happened with Michelle, and why she chose to use me in that way. I have tried repeatly to find her, and had no luck. Kimberly will not disclose her whereabouts, and says that I have to accept that the decision is up to Michelle.

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mbk1

Aug 8 @ 5:24PM  
Be it ever so faithful to your hopes. Perhaps on one day, a knock at your door will be your answer. good luck for you
lickrick

Aug 8 @ 5:25PM  
Complete silence .......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................A myriad of emotion!
Fckmhrdtnght

Aug 8 @ 5:41PM  
You probably want to consult a lawyer..... you see the child is considered an innocent party..

and there was a case of guy that was slapped with 10 years of child support payments -- he was never informed about the child.... it was for thousands and thousands of dollars...

So it might be worth a couple hundred dollars to prevent a nasty financial surprise years later....
bentan

Aug 8 @ 8:43PM  
Your story kinda reminded me of the following song:

All I Want to Do is Make Love to You
by: Heart

It was a rainy night
When he came into sight,
Standing by the road,
No umbrella, no coat.
So I pulled up alongside
And I offered him a ride.
He accepted with a smile,
So we drove for a while.
I didn’t ask him his name,
This lonely boy in the rain.
Fate, tell me it’s right,
Is this love at first sight?
Please don’t make it wrong,
Just stay for the night.

All I wanna do is make love to you
Say you will
You want me too
All I wanna do is make love to you
I’ve got lovin’ arms to hold on to

So we found this hotel,
It was a place I knew well
We made magic that night.
Oh, he did everything right
He brought the woman out of me,
So many times, easily
And in the morning when he woke all
I left him was a note
I told him
I am the flower you are the seed
We walked in the garden
We planted a tree
Don’t try to find me,
Please don’t you dare
Just live in my memory,
You’ll always be there

All I wanna do is make love to you
One night of love was all we knew
All I wanna do is make love to you
I’ve got lovin’ arms to hold on to

Oh, oooh, we made love
Love like strangers
All night long
We made love

Then it happened one day,
We came round the same way
You can imagine his surprise
When he saw his own eyes
I said please, please understand
I’m in love with another man
And what he couldn’t give me
Was the one little thing that you can

All I wanna do is make love to you
One night of love was all we knew
All I wanna do is make love to you
Say you will, you want me too

All night long
All night long
All night long
All night long

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