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posted 7/4/2007 1:33:17 AM |
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Did you ever just have one of those days where no matter how many people around you were laughing you didn't feel like laughing with them? Your heart just isn't in it. A day where you just felt like something was missing in your life, even though you know you love your life most days?
It's after midnight and it's officially Independence Day. And I realize it's a totally different type of independent but, I think I am a little tired of being independent all the time.I'm tired of trying to put on a smiley face. Tonight I just don't feel like it. A couple hours ago I got a phone call that someone I have known for many years died in her sleep Monday morning. We were friends, although not best friends.She was 56 years old and not a thing wrong with her. Except she just died. How does one explain that?
Life is so precious and so short. But yet there are those people that just seem to want to make others miserable with their lies and deceit. Playing havoc with others emotions and feelings. People who just can't stand it when others are happy. What the fuck gives them the right to do the things they do? To interfere in others lives and relationships? In real life and on this site....... I am sick of not being able to welcome someone to this site without wondering if they are truly who they say they are. How many profiles they have going. If they are here to have fun or hurt friends.So I have found myself using more caution than usual and I don't like it.
Some say this is just a sex site and you can't fall in love here, you can't make real friends here, you can't get to know people here, you can't get your heart broken here, you can't do anything but look for sex. I wish some of that were true, but I feel sorry for those that honestly believe all of that.
Okay, enough of my rant of insanity for the night. Everyone has a bad day here and there. I guess tonight is mine. Hopefully I will get some sleep and when I wake it will be a better day.... It's a holiday, a day to honor others. Not a day to be in a crappy mood.
Everyone have a Safe and be Happy 4th of July!!!!!!!

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Blueyesprkln

Jul 4 @ 1:56AM  
Sorry to hear about your friend. Here's hoping you have a wonderful day today and the blues go away for a long time. If you need someone to talk to know that I'm here and will do whatever I can for you. Dana
buatbu

Jul 4 @ 2:05AM  
Your friend might be better off then we are.
BuddhaDon

Jul 4 @ 2:06AM  
Ewe_Wish

Jul 4 @ 2:07AM  



Treas- Sweetie, I am so sorry about your friend. I know that its rough when you lose someone you care about whether thru death, lost of friendship, lost of love, end of a relationship. But in time you will be able to look back on the memories. I am home all day tomorrow, by myself , you need to talk let me know im here for ya kiddo.
borty293

Jul 4 @ 2:12AM  
Sorry about your friend...I also had a loss and am slowly working through it...yes there are bad people on here with all sorts of games to play but to my mind they just emphasize the good people even more. I can talk to my friends about everyday struggles and joys online as well as off....we all have our down days...hang in there
NightOfOld

Jul 4 @ 2:24AM  

I'm so sorry about your friend my dear. It is a sad thing when anyone goes.
But know That Iam your friend, whether in a good mood or a bad one. And
for sure I only have one profile. It is me for sure and I am the same gere as
I am in my everyday life. God loves you sweety, and so do I.

Hope today is much, much better for you.
jezzarae

Jul 4 @ 4:13AM  
I know words don't do a lot to help when you are way down in the blahs. Losing a friend is hard at anytime but more so when you are feeling down. I hope the love of your friends here will help cushion the sadness just a little for you.
cozy55

Jul 4 @ 5:00AM  
We ALL have them days my dear. Although it is best to try and reclaim them happy day with a beauiiful smile. My Hugs to you.
REAL_UNIQUE

Jul 4 @ 9:34AM  
Sorry about your friend! For me, the people online can feel very real or not real at all. Hope you have a Happy 4th of July!
Lisa46

Jul 4 @ 9:53AM  
yes life is very precious! someone very special to me is in the hospital in Ohio and he almost died!! Luckily he is doing well and I've called him daily! DAMN I really like this man!
max49

Jul 4 @ 10:05AM  
I am so sorry for the loss of your friend Trease. I hope today is a better day for you. HAPPY 4th OF JULY sugar.
ladybootscooter

Jul 4 @ 12:49PM  
Treas, I'm so sorry about your friend! Hang in there baby! I'm here if ya need a shoulder and I've got wide ones!

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