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Most of all, and most important of all I think, he taught me what love really was.
She I wasn't wrong you are one of the good guys.
I love my friends because they're my friends.
I am glad to see someone else feels the way I do about this. I've never turned my back on a friend and I never will.
I love my family because, no matter what you go through, no matter what you do, they're still you're family and they forgive.
This is true and if its bad enough they do forgive but they never let you forget. Which is simply a lesson learned so you never do it again.
What I want in my life, not necessarily now...or next week, next month or next year, but some day...is someone I can take all these aspects of love and shower them upon her like rose petals.
Don't rush, you will find it when you least suspect it.
I miss the closeness shared. I miss going to sleep next to someone, her wrapped in my arms or I in hers, knowing they will be there in the morning...and every morning after that. I miss cuddling up during a thunderstorm to watch the light show God created, to listen to the rain falling on the roof and on the grass, to listen to the thunder as it echoes the beating in our hearts. I miss sharing those knowing little looks that couples have when something reminds them of another time, that little smile that says...oh yes, I remember that day and will cherish it for the rest of my life.
Ok now I miss those things and I hadn't even thought of some of them.
Yet, I don't miss love. I think that love is, and has been, in my heart all along.
Love never leaves, its there in every look you have, every word you speak and every gesture you make.
Thank you for listening, if you have. I think I just needed to get this off my chest...somewhere...somehow.
Thank you for letting me and everyone else listen well read, you have a wonderfully beautiful way with words.
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