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posted 5/27/2007 10:42:11 PM |
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  bonnielu

THIS PAST WEEK HAS BEEN TOTAL HELL....I HAVE TO GET MY HUSBAND ARRESTED AND GO THREW THE COURT SYSTEM....
AFTER 18 YEARS, IS JUST THROWIN AWAY..
NOW I AM MORE CONFUSED THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN....
I HAVE MY KIDS, AND I WILL SURVIVE THIS AND ANYTHING ELSE THE WORLD THREWS MY WAY..
BUT I FEEL SO LOST AND ALONE...
MY KIDS SAY THEY FEEL SAFER NOW.
HELL I DO...
BUT I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY SELF ANYMORE.
OTHER THAN MY KIDS, I FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE A PURPOSE.
AND MY KIDS ARE MY WORLD...
I AM JUST SO DAMN MAD.............

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alybai42

May 27 @ 10:48PM  
You do have a purpose. Your kids need you.

Life will go on. Yeah it may not be easy right now. But it will get better.

Take care

Aly
skinonskin

May 27 @ 11:29PM  
Things will settle down- give it time! You'll develop your own routine! Your kids are your top priority- design your new world around them and yourself!

Good luck!
TastyCupcake

May 27 @ 11:43PM  
It's too bad about your husband, but it is good to hear your children now feel more safe. Their feelings and safety are paramount. You'll find a way to persevere; just have faith, and take things day by day.
hotandhorny744

May 27 @ 11:55PM  
Hi, I dont post on here usually but reading what you wrote brought me back to a place I was at this past nov. I dont know your story or why you had to have your husband put in jail, but I wanted to tell you that you will make it through this. You are better off. I became a single mom of three when I had to call 911 on my husband for trying to kill me in front of them. I can say that at that time in my life I was lost and scared and no clue what I was going to do. Just know it gets better and your kids are better off with out him there especially since they tell you that they feel safer with out him there. I hope I am not intruding but reading your blog reminded me of what I went through.. just wanted to offer you a (((((HUG)))) even though I dont know you and if you would ever like to talk feel free to email me :)

Lisa46

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May 28 @ 12:06AM  
hey Bonnie you did the right thing! As a friend (aly) and I were just talking kids come before anyone else!!! You did the right thing and Yeah be mad damnet!! You deserve the right! Now pull up your boots and make a good new beginning for yourself and those kids! good luck and there are alot of people who are willing to give advice, opionions or just listen!
sue1968

May 28 @ 1:01AM  
I have been through this before it will get better for you and your children.
Rune_caster

May 28 @ 2:03AM  
bonnielu I hope you feel better Powell.
Revenant

May 28 @ 5:43AM  
Just remember, your kids are the most important thing.

Be safe, keep your kids safe, and life will fix itself.
wtxman

May 28 @ 7:42AM  
I have several friends who have had to do the very same thing that you did. They felt the same emotions and had the same concerns as you. They survived and became stronger and got on with thier lives. I also had a friend who did not do what you did; she stayed in that very abusive relationship and somehow could not get out. Her husband murdered her and thier three children.
NachoBaby

May 28 @ 8:36AM  
Keep your head up lady.. it's hard at the moment, and there will be hard times to come. But you can do it!
donwv69

May 28 @ 8:55AM  
nothin wrong with your kids being your purpose a damn good one
Thick8forUn04

May 28 @ 11:08PM  
The most important thing sweetie,look after yourself and your kids first,things are just being a pain in the ass and just be strong,take your time,you will through it.one nice thing thats happening already for you and your kids,you feel safer already,thats a hell of a good start,so the onley things to really worry about is keeping a roof over your heads and food on the table. the lost and alone feelings will fade,just hang in there
yourfacefits

May 29 @ 2:21PM  
DON'T take him back, no matter what he promises. It's all just talk, and putting off the inevitable. Don't waste any more of your life or psyche on this loser, he will just use the opportunity to plot against you and make it worse next time. Been there, done that; was almost destroyed. But I survived (along with my children), and am BETTER for it. There IS light at the end of the tunnel! God will help you.

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