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posted 5/16/2007 12:33:58 AM |
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  disbemine

I've decided I'm gonna do it for sure. As soon as I get home it's over. I've thought long and hard and done some soul searching and come to the conclusion that I don''t know what she's after but Im relatively sure that I can't give it to her. The reason I can't make her happy is that she won't allow herself to be happy, and that isn't my fault. I saw a special on TV about obsessive love and it was like a slap in the face. I realized how she tries to keep tabs on me...always wants to know where I am, who I'm with, what I'm doing, looks through my phone, insists on going from "my Myspace" and "her Myspace" to "our Myspace", and all the stupid fights about girls in my classes or girls I grew up with. I wish I'd realized what she was doing. I wish I had the last two years of my life back. For now I'm just trying to get back on track, take things slow, and start over again.

Wish me luck.

Jason

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ladybootscooter

May 16 @ 12:44AM  
Best of luck to you Jason. A relationship built on possessiveness instead of trust and love will only crash and make you both miserable in the end. Look on the bright side only two years........you could have actually married her, had a house full of kids and THEN discovered you couldn't live with it. You'll do great and maybe someday she can find someone that can be happy with her!
LJRite69

May 16 @ 12:50AM  
Good for you!!.........make sure you stick to the plan!!
ynot7769

May 16 @ 1:44AM  
gl
sue1968

May 16 @ 2:36AM  
Much luck Jason
Just look at it as a lesson learned
Sue
DarkKnightWalking

May 16 @ 3:14AM  
Luck

And for what it's worth...if you're truly not happy and have tried as much as ya can to become that way, better to move on.

And if she is going through your things like your phone ( for NO good reason ), then the trust is not there, and personally I feel without trust there can really be no relationship. It's a VERY key part.
Ashinatrix

May 16 @ 7:31AM  
you have a difficult road ahead........I wish you the best.....
Lisa46

May 16 @ 8:56AM  
good luck!!!
alybai42

May 16 @ 10:43AM  
Life is too short to be unhappy.
Do you what need to do to change that.

Good Luck
maggiemae1969

May 16 @ 12:26PM  
I read the blog, then I went and read the others too, you are way to young to have all this trouble with a woman. Your a handsome fella and a smart one as well . Get this relationship done with and move on babes, someone is gonna snatch you up,see whats shes got and make you really happy ....
max49

May 16 @ 3:59PM  
Good luck my man.

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