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posted 5/15/2007 11:33:51 PM |
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Jesus mother loving christ.. i tried webcams for the first time tonight... actuaklly thats not entirely true... i tried them a couple times but was wholly disatisfied. Tonight was wholly different. I logged onto a website that i thought had reasonable rates.. and i found a girl that my heart jumped when i saw her.. she was PERFECT... Asian girl.. huge breasts and glasses.. i thought i was gonna die. I decided to be the most upfront gentleman i could possible be. And i think i succeeded immensly... though my gentlemanlyness sure did slow down the show... everything was as it was in the pictures... she was just stunning. and very talkative.. which i liked. the only problem was i kept running out of time and having to pay more.. the whole excursion probably cost me 150$.. it was a worthwhile thing simply do to how beautiful she was and that i will never in my life ever get to get a woman that beautiful to smile at me like that. It helped that there was no cam on my end.. Again i was fully honest and told her my name age and career. Saying opera singer does give you some extra creedence with the ladies.. and it may be my one saving grace...

we teased and flirted.. and kept getting cut off by the money police.. in fact i think they must have a limit on how much time you can use... becaue after a certain point i couldnt spend anymore.. which prolly will save me in the long run. now here is where i get wierd.. and herein lies the problem with all of these things... i sincerely hope she enjoyed herself... she earned money and i applaud that... but i feel like i prolly saved her from men who wouldnt have been so polite... but the problem is Why do i care?... i shouldnt.. i should feel cold about this... i should be grateful that this girl was able to help me enjoy my sexual experience.. but i shouldnt care about her enjoying herself. It is here where i discover why i prolly should not purchase a hooker to lose my virginity.. A hooker would prolly fleece me for all my money and leave me to rot. i simply cannot feel empathy for someone if i am going to pay them for sex... and i cant NOT feel empathy.. Will i go back? prolly just to spend up my bought credits... i will go back to the same girl... and be done with it..

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SailorD108

Jun 28 @ 8:20PM  
The thing is, matey, why are you still a virgin? If you're doing it for beliefs, such as catholicism, then I can only applaud that, and wish I had your self control - but if you're a virgin purely and simply because you can't get any pussy, then your pulling technique must be utterly awful! I know men in their late 20's/early 30's who are very unattractive to women, who are not virgins.
So what's going on? Apart from this site, what ways do you try to meet women?

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