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Just kill me please.....

posted 5/11/2007 12:25:06 AM |
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  disbemine

Ya know...just when you think things are getting better, you get kicked in the face. This relationship is falling apart. I can barely stand for her to kiss me anymore....I'm not happy and I need to face that fact. Sometimes you just want to be left the hell alone and she doesn't realize that. I'm tired of her controlling, manipulative bullshit. I'm ready to get the hell out of this town for three months and make a clean new start when I get back. Goddammit I deserve to be happy...I've sacrificed enough trying to keep her that way and I'm starting to think it is impossible, so now it's my turn. I'm fucking gone, as quick as I can get my stuff out.

I hate this...I really do... I hate being stuck here with her....I miss home...I'm tired of asking permission to do anything, I'm tired of ignoring my friends to be with her EVERY NIGHT OF THE WEEK. It's not fair and I'm not doing it anymore. I'm tired of putting my family on the back burner for her, and that shit is NOT happening again...for her or anyone else. This is ridiculous. I was just so caught up in not wanting to be alone that I scooped up the first girl that showed any interest in me and what a HUGE fucking mistake that was. I've held on for TWO years because I thought that just MAYBE it might get better. Well guess what...it's NOT, and I refuse to deal with this shit for the rest of my life. I deserve better and by GOD I'm gonna have it.

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luv2liclst

May 11 @ 4:43AM  
Godspeed Brother!
alybai42

May 11 @ 7:44AM  
Get out. Life is too short to be unhappy.

I had a boyfriend and a ex husband that were controlling. The ex husband was harder to get rid of. But when the ex boyfriend starting going down that same path I backed out quick. I knew the signs. Abuse of anything if not right.

Good luck
Alybai
ladybootscooter

May 11 @ 9:56AM  
Life is far too short to be miserable, and in the end it will only make you both miserable. Best of luck to you.
ponme

May 11 @ 11:03AM  
That's a pretty clear sign that it's time to move on. Good luck to ya.
Lisa46

May 11 @ 1:36PM  
good luck!!!! No one has the right to control anyone else. And everyone deserves the space between two people!

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