FINALS ARE DONE...I repeat FINALS ARE DONE 
Somehow by either the skin of my teeth or the hair of my ass he came out with my self-imposed 3.0 GPA requirement still intact. Sadly I've had to move out of the dorms and away from my friends and move in with my estranged girlfriend who I think has finally gotten the hint that something is rotten in the state of Denmark. I really just want to go home but I already told her I'd stay with her a while. The bad thing is I'm just waiting for the one big thing to send her over the edge because I know it's coming, and I'm not dealing with it anymore. One more big blowup and I'm gone. I'm sick of all the shit and I dont know what to do anymore.  She tiptoes around me and goes out of her way to stay on my good side and I don't know why. I don't like the way this feels...and I know it isn't the way we intended things to end up when we got together. I don't want this feeling for the rest of my life, and it's not fair for her to spend the rest of hers like that. She says its just because she loves me and wants me to be happy, but what is the point if she's making herself miserable? I want to see her make herself happy instead of me. I AM happy...or at least I would be if she were.
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