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The Wayward Traveler Part two...

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05/04/07
Part two...
Good morning journeyers...
"Today is the first day of the rest of your life, unless it is the day you die."
What death occurs when you still breathe? Good question, hmm?
Death is an essential part of life. Without it, life would be a stagnate cesspool of eternal complacancy. No change would occur. No promise of rest.
Strange, I was hoping too start this by talking about basic emotions...love...jealousy...I guess thats what I get when I try too write while watching American Beauty. Sometimes life isn't as ordinary as it seems I guess...Sometimes its a bit too ordinary. This is why change is something that must be accepted. Death as it were I guess, in order to make room for the new. DAMMIT, WHY AM I PHILOSOPHIZING???!!! I sometimes wish I could have been a normal person, but then I see just how fucked up and stagnate a normal persons life is. But there are things I wish I had...I wish I had perfect health...I wish I had the drive to see through the many wonderful ideas that I have had...DAMMIT, I want a healthy sex life, I want to be able too fuck for like 3 hours straight with out cumming...I have known love, and I know it now but I want to be well aquainted with it...I want a relationship that lasts longer then six months...I want to be remembered, and too know that I have done this world good. Sometimes I feel like I want too much perfection, and not enough reason...But I have come to realize that my life has stagnated. That realization is very depressing for a man like me, one who has always prided himself on fluidity and willingness to change.
Is it so wrong to have what you desire as long as you know it is what is best for you?
I guess you could say that this journey of mine, what I am trying to record in this computer has to start with a death...Goodbye cruel world, for tonight I die in hope that tomorrow I will wake up a changed man...a better man.

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